A Blessing In Disguise

Revealed

The day of the Golden Disc has arrived but Chaeyoung wasn't feeling like leaving her bed not because of any physical pain but because her heart is in pain. Even though she didn't want to go to the ceremony but she had to.
Artists started lining up on stage as they were called on one by one. When it was Twice's turn to go up, she felt weak and couldn't walk there to face anyone but Jeongyeon held her hand which gave her a tiny bit of power that helped her reach the place where they were supposed to stand. However the sight of him made her condition get even worse. As BTS got called next, she remembered Suga whom she hasn't seen in 3 weeks. It was supposed to be a good thing not having him around but things changed now and she is getting eaten by guilt. After the opening the artists were seated in the sitting area but she wanted to disappear especially that he was seated right in front of her. She tried to shrug it off but she couldn't keep it in. She couldn't understand the way she felt at that moment but the next thing she knew was running towards the waiting rooms to make an end to her suffering. She walked toward BTS's waiting room, plucked up all the courage she had left and knocked. The boys were all in the sitting area so one of the stuff members opened the door.

"Ah! Chaeyoung-shi" the girl said "you must be looking for Suga"

"Y- yes, actually" she stuttered "I know he's in the sitting area but can you do me a favour and call him for me. It's important, I need to talk to him"

"Sure!" The girl smiled "just come in and wait for him"

As she walked in the staff members walked out aiming to give the couple some privacy. She back faced the door and waited nervously for Suga to come. She was all shaking as if it's the first time she sees him. Suddenly she heard the door clacking which made her freeze then immediately closed her eyes not knowing what to do.

"What made you break the silence after 3 weeks?" Suga said as soon as he entered the waiting room.
Chaeyoung had no words, only grief and regret but she couldn't control her tears which made her turn around, run to him and throw herself in his embrace while wailing uncontrollably and that made him worry a lot. She isn't the kind of women to show her weakness especially not in front of him. Suga couldn't help but feel worried so he hugged her tight and patted her back.

"What happened?" He whispered in her ears "why are you crying?"

"I-I threw all these harsh words at you but you chose to save me from death" she saud in her crying voice.

"what?"

"Stop hiding it" she lifted her head to look at him "I know you are the donor. You gave me your kidney after all I've said to you" she cried even more.

"What did you want me to do huh? Did you want me to sit back and watch you die?" Suga said as he embraced her even tighter "the idea of losing you scared me to death"

"I don't deserve this. I'm really sorry" Chaeyoung cried even louder.

"shhhhh! Stop crying, it's nothing. You know I'd do anything for Mrs. Tenacious" he tapped her nose

Chaeyoung and Suga finally reconciled. After all those fights and insults they were able to make up and be an actual couple.
However, Chaeyoung never quit feeling guilty. No matter how many times Suga told her that she wasn't at fault, she never felt at ease. Eventhough their relationship grew stronger in the course of days and eventhough he became her best person, she still couldn't get over those hurtful memories she caused to the one who saved her from death. Today she couldn't forgive herself anymore, she decided to punish herself.