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CHAPTER 45

Khyrieze Llanelli Villaraigosa's POV

*Blag!*

"Labi naman" sabi ko pagbukas ko ng pinto ng kwarto. "What's wrong ba? Yung sasakyan natin muntik mo nadin tanggalan ng pinto" reklamo ko. Kanina kasi pagbaba palang ng sasakyan ay kinabig niya na ito ng malakas. Tapos hindi niya pa ako kinakausap o pinapansin mula pa kanina nang manggaling kami sa resto. Buti nalang at hindi niya pa na i-lock yung kwarto kaya nakasunod pa ako.

"Ikaw! My gosh Khyrieze! Tinatanong paba yun?!" sigaw nito pabalik. Nagtataka naman akong lumapit dito.

"Why? Anong ginawa ko?" naguguluhan na tanong ko. As far as I can remember wala naman akong ginawa na ikakagalit niya.

"Shut It! Don't act as if you really don't know the reason!" then she sat down on our bed. Lumapit ako dito at lumuhod sa harap niya para magkapantay kami. I look at her before start talking.

"I swear, I really don't know what you're talking about" seryosong sabi ko. Bumuntong hininga ito bago ako tinignan.

"Bakit hindi mo sinabi sa kanila na wala na tayo? Tapos hinalikan mo pa ako kanina." seryosong tanong niya. Napaiwas naman ako ng tingin. "Answer me Khyrieze!" mariin na sabi niya.

"Hindi naman ganon kadali yon Rian. Besides, wala akong maisip na pwede kong sabihin na reasons why we broke up. And I'm sorry for kissing you, I just missed you" I said then look at her.

"Tell them that I cheated on you, mahirap ba yun? Mas mahirap yung ganito." she calmly said. Umiling ako. I'll never do that.

"Ayokong magalit sila sayo, hindi ka nila maiintindihan. At talaga bang ayaw mo na? Pano sila Tita? Sila Mommy at lolo? We're not just girlfriends, we're engaged Rian" mapait na sabi ko.

"Yung lolo mo lang naman yung gusto na makasal tayo, our parents? I don't think so." she says. Kumunot naman ang noo ko.

"And so? Tayo naman yung ikakasal Rian, hindi naman sila, so what matters the most is our feelings for each other" I seriously said. Umiling ito.

"Hindi sapat na mahal lang natin yung isa't isa, hindi palaging ganon KL. Isa pa, I already told you my plan. I need Kyle and—" I didn't let her finish her words. I just push her in the bed then kiss her. Palagi ko nalang naririnig yung Kyle nayan. Tangina niya!

"Just shut up" I said between our lips.

"Hmmmp... S-stop. .." she's not responding to my kisses, she's pushing me instead. "K-Khyrieze don't d-do this p-please" I didn't listened to her, I just continue to what I am doing. Then the next thing I knew was wreaking her clothes and throwing it. I also positioned myself on her top while her hands are locked over her head. This is the only thing that I think will make her stay. Getting her pregnant.

"I love you so much Rian, and I'm sorry but I need to do this" I said before forcing myself in her. All I heard was her sobs and little moans.

"Ahhhh... Please be gentle" she plead while crying. I know that I am being rough and hard right now but I can't even control myself anymore. Plus the fact that it's really good, she's so good.

"Fuck!" I groaned when I felt my self released. "I love you" I let go her hand and hug her. She's just crying. And I know why. I removed myself and sat beside her. "I will take full responsibility don't worry." I said then smiled on her.

"I'm still on pills Khyrieze, stop thinking na mabubuntis mo ako. And If you really think that this will make me stay, Im sorry but because of what you did, I'm thinking that what I did was just right. You disrespect me Khyrieze, I've never imagined that you could do this to me. Of all people, I really hate you." she said between her sobs. Nawala naman ang ngiti ko at napalitan ng pag aalala.

"Ayoko lang na mawala ka. Handa naman akong hintayin ka e kaya nga hindi na kita ginulo nung nakipaghiwalay ka diba? Pero ayokong mawala ka sakin, mahal na mahal kita Rian. Ikakasal tayo sa dulo kahit anong mangyari" I said then hold her hand pero tinaboy ako niyo at sinampal. Not once but twice.

"Wake up! Hindi ganito ang pagmamahal, kung mahal mo ako proprotektahan mo ako, hahayaan mo ako sa mga pangarap ko at susuportahan mo ako kung saan ako mas magiging masaya!" Umiiyak na sabi nito. Then it hit me. Fuck! What the hell I just did?! Damn!

"R-Rian, I'm sorry" I said and trying to reach her pero pinagtutulakan niya ako palayo.

"I hate you, siguro I was wrong that I trusted you. I've never thought na ikaw pa yung mananakit sakin ng ganito. I really hate you for doing this Khyrieze. Siguro everything you've said before was just a lie, maybe you really attempted to rape Britney, napigilan ka lang" buo ng galit na sabi nito. And dun ako napatigil. Ngumiti ako dito but my heart, felt so broken. She's doubting my stories before, damn I should have known.

"Do you really need to bring back my past just because of what I just did? Okay, I fucking forced you, or raped you if you think of that, but I didn't do anything to ate Bri, pero kung yun gusto mong paniwalaan okay fine. And one more thing, sue me Rian. File anything you want, ipakulong mo nalang ako. If that makes things easy for you. I'm really sorry for what I did. I'm sorry for everything" I said before getting up and wear my clothes. Lumingon muna ako dito bago tuluyang lumabas ng kwarto, she's just watching me while crying. "Kung ano man yung gagawin ko, hayaan mo ako, gawin mo yung mga gusto mo, at gagawin ko yung hinihiling mo sakin. Mahal na mahal kita, palagi mong tatandaan yon Rian" I said before closing the door and leave her.

Tangina! Ano ba pumasok sa utak ko at nagawa ko yun sa kanya?! She's right, tama na iniwan niya na ako, na hindi ako yung pinili niya dahil isa akong malaking gago. The fuck! Bakit ko ba siya nagawan ng ganong bagay! I really hate myself for doing  such things! Kung pwede ko lang ibalik ang lahat! Tangina!

Tuluyan na akong lumabas ng unit ko at bumaba sa parking. I need to do something, to help her, and to prove to her that I really love her.

*Kring! Kring! Kring!*

"Hello Maico? Sakto napatawag ka, open ang pub mo?" I immediately asked as I answered her call.

"Yeah, actually aayain sana kita, busy mga tropa mo pero yung ibang teammates natin nandito. G ka today?" excited na sabi nito. Tumango ako kahit hindi niya ako nakikita.

"Yeah, papunta nako actually. See you there" I just said then hang up the call.

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Love can make someone better or, worst.