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❝ 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝. ❞
People don't know they have someone special until they're gone. That's what happened to Sage Morales and Sawyer Iglesia.
After their fifth grade culmination, Sage...
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logan: hi stupid bitch
me: sup stupid fuck
him: did you fix things with sage?
him: i swear if you didn't i will shove my feet in your face until you suffocate
me: why do you always threaten me with your feet?
him: because i know they're your worst nightmare *smirking face emoji*
me: yeah 'cause they're fucking ugly
him: fuck you
him: answer my question, did you apologize?
me: yes logan, i did
him: good
me: yes, good. anything else?
him: did you tell her everything?
me: yeah
him: including seventh grade?
me: you know i don't like talking about that
him: that didn't answer my question
me: no logan, i didn't tell her about seventh grade.
him: why not?
me: because it's not important anymore
him: it's obviously important if you're still having those thoughts like you did back then
me: i'm fine, i'm better now
him: mhm sure you are
me: what's that supposed to mean?
him: nothing, just tell sage
him: if you're planning on asking her out and getting serious, you gotta tell her man
me: she'd see me differently
him: no she wouldn't
him: and if she did, then she isn't worth it
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"Are you ready, big boy?" Orion asks excitedly as he claps me on the shoulder.
"I think I'm gonna puke and shit myself at the same time," I admit which causes all of the guys to laugh at me.
It's been about two weeks since I've apologized to Sage. During those two weeks, I was able to work up the courage to ask her out, which is exactly what I'm gonna do right now.
I'm waiting outside of the garden area with all of the boys before school starts trying to calm my nerves. I'm usually a calm and collected person, but Sage makes me so inexplicably nervous. I have a love-hate relationship with that feeling.
