Colliding Again

I'm preggo?

"What the fuck? " Making a shocking look and also a angry one as I scroll different tv channels but only one thing appears.

'Adalynn Harrington was seen getting out from her husband, Vincent Harrington's car, spotted on hospital.maybe they are expecting a baby""

Not just assumptions, some anchors even said.

"They are definitely having a baby"

"Heir of two biggest companies in the world is one wa-" Shutting the tv shut, throwing the remote far away which resulted something glassy to break.

"People are unbelievable, why would they think I'm pregnant ? " And that also with Vincent. That's sooo ewwww.

I still recall what my therapist said:

"Take a change, have some peace in your soul and do all your favorite things you love"

And when I decided to watch some which obviously my favorite thing, then in between this fucking news channel came in the way.

Then I had a big Reliasation.

There is not a single day since this whole arrange marriage shit, I had peace.

It's being fucking chaos.

Emotions got me the best.

I'm angry, sad, frustrated.

I courage myself that I would get over all these six months like a warrior but I ended up like a mouse trying to survive every damn day.

I broke down, on my knees, on the ground and all crying mess.

I don't care how much ugly I'm looking right now.

I just know I couldn't take it anymore. All this.

I try so hard to normalize this whole messed up shit but hell! Its no normal.

I heard someone footsteps from behind. I quickly wiped my tears from the back of my hands, standing up on the ground only to find Vincent all in glory with very slight frown.

Not making an eye contact, I couldn't. I don't want someone to see me like this specially Vincent who is being nothing but a asshole to me.

Not from now but also in our forgotten past.

"You came.... " I whispered

With a pause, I added; "Marie kept food in the fridge" Then I started to head upstairs. I just hope he didn't notice hoarseness in my voice.

Suddenly out of nowhere, a hand wrapped around my waist from back.

I don't need to confirm who it is but I'm little taken aback.

I wanted to get out from his hold, want to ask what the fuck Vincent but what I did?

I'm speechless and still glued on place.

Is the building up silence awkward?
Surprisingly it wasn't.

It was comforting........ Strangely.

Like saying 'it's fine, we'll go through this phrase together'

Snapping out from my caught up state, I turned around to look at him and as I did, he let go of me taking two steps back.

"What was that? " I tried to speak in a humorous way or a way of teasing him but he just held his gaze in my eyes not uttering a single word for a moment. Then he said.

"I don't know why I did it but you needed it" Saying the last very meekly but thankfully I get to understand.

Hesitating slightly but still.

"Thanks" Giving him a slight smile and finally blinking my unsheded tears. I walked away.

Am I really pregnant?

Why am I being so emotional?

No honey, you just bottled up too much then anyone could handle.