When you realize that your bestfriend doesn't share the same feelings as you
There are a lot of sad things in this world,
but right now, there is one absolutely
soul-crushing devastating thing to you.
Finding out that the person you love is in love with someone else.
Have you ever seen someone and just known they were the one?
Even seeing them smile just makes you so
happy? Well, that is exactly how you are with Jay.
He's been your best friend for years, he's
basically your partner in crime.
Sleepovers, matching Halloween costumes, you name it.
You and Jay have been through thick and thin together.
And you're in love with him. So helplessly, completely in love.
And Jay, of course, is completely clueless.
Everything he does just makes you more and more in love with him.
The way he always goes out of his way to help you, his laugh, his nerdiness, when he tries to make you laugh, when you go out for McDonald's together, even when he lets you borrow his sweatshirtbbecause you're always cold.
But, Jay is happily dating Ara for the past
two years, and he loves telling you about her. And that's what hurts the most, she's an amazing person, perfect for Jay.
There's no reason for you to dislike her, yet you do.
There's nothing you can do about it, so you stand by Jay's side, not letting him know how you really feel.
Even when he hugs you, or stops by your
apartmentjust to say hi, you know he only
thinks of you as a friend.
You guess that's okay, at least he considers you his best friend.
That's all.
You guess that's okay, at least he considers you his best friend.
That's all.
You wish you could be the one kissing him, holding his hand, going out for dinner with him, or just cuddling with him, but you're not the one.
It's always someone else.
In all honesty, you don't even feel that close to Jay anymore.
You feel as if you're just watching him with Ara from afar, and that is devastating It's so awful to think he'll never love you back, it's always someone else.
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