on the other side • muke

n o t e x a c t l y i m p o r t a n t.

i don't know how to feel anymore but this is just a rant: read it if you want

so you all know my infamous mom from like chapter 13 i think?

that's "her"

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i hate her so much i can't even look at her and i don't fucking understand what i did because all i'm doing is breathing but if she really wants me dead than fine she can snap her fingers and i'll fall off the chair because i don't know how long i can stand anymore

i don't want to wait till my knees go weak and my hands have fallen to my sides no longer able to keep themselves up. i don't want to feel my eyes closed because they're even tired of her bullshit. she's such an asshole it hurts and my birthday that was 6 days ago made it 8 years of being called worhtless and endless nightmares i can't wake up from

but anyways new chapter maybe today or tomorrow and since i haven't decided yet you guys can vote for either a cashton chapter or a muke chapter