𝕭𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖚𝖕 𝕻𝖑𝖆𝖓 || Sidemen || KSI

Chapter 32.

JJ's POV

"I know this is weird but I've been thinking about something for like a few weeks now." I said as we sat together on the chairs on the terrace.

"Go on, I know something's been on your mind but I didn't want to intrude." She said with a comforting smile making me feel a little less nervous.

"You know how everyone thinks we would make a good couple, do you think that makes sense in a way. I mean I don't know....." I stuttered out as she looked at me confused.

Juliana's POV

It felt like my heart was pounding through my chest, what was happening, why's he asking all this.

My mind and heart had still not recovered from the he might have a crush on me revelation from the party and now he's asking if I ever saw us being a couple.

Hell yeah I did but I wasn't gonna tell him that so I settled for a more neutral approach.

"What do you think Jide..." I asked nervously as he sighed.

"You know like........ I don't know...... Maybe we should give us a try cause Charlotte's moving away and ....... Like everyone says we would be good so I thought we could give this a try...." He stuttered.

"So you're asking thus cause Charlotte's moving away..." I asked without thinking as he thought about it.

"Yeah.....like both of us aren't doing exactly well in the relationship stuff so why don't we just give this a try." He asked.

I mean he doesn't like me so getting into a relationship is not the best thing eventhough it's everything I've wanted for the past many months.

"Jide I love you but we can't just get into a relationship cause of that... I'm sorry it's just if we dive head first and it doesn't work we'll lose this friendship too and I don't want that." I explained to him hoping to reject him as gently as I could.

"Yeah your right, I'm sorry for making this awkward." He sighed as I shook my head and pulled him into a hug.

"Look don't worry about it alright, we should be heading back now don't you think." I asked him as he nodded .

The ride back to our apartments was as awkward as it could get , he seemed to be completely lost in his thoughts and I was kicking myself mentally for rejecting the one thing I wanted.

We got back to the complex and bud goodbye to each other and went into our respective apartments.

I quickly took a shower and decided to stream for a little hoping to get my mind off JJ and his confession.

JJ's POV

What the fuck have I just done.

I might have lost out on mine and Jules'friendship cause I decided to be stupid. So freaking stupid.

I sighed and fell on the couch as Simon walked towards me from the kitchen.

"What's got you in a mood?" He asked offering me a strawberry from the bowl of fruit he had.

"I think I've messed up...." I said with a sigh to my best friend who immediately got worried.

"What's happened?" He asked as he sat down next to me.

"I asked Juliana to date me??" I said in disbelief of the words that had left my mouth.

"You did what??" Simon almost screamed.

"I asked her if we could date ?" I said reinstating my point.

"That's great , what did she say?" He asked excitedly as I rolled my eyes.