My Fucked Up Life

Chapter 2)

(A/N song to the side lay me down sam smith)
Befor you ask,No,
jake isn't my boyfriend,crush or epic love,he is my best friend,
he's dating my other best friend gail,
they're so cute together,

"so what song did you want to play?"
"this one" he said handing me the sheet music lay me down ~Sam Smith
"okay did you want me to play piano?"
"no you sing" i nodded as he walked over to my piano.
i place the sheet music infront of him
(A/N i dont own song/lyics)
" Yes, I do, I believe That one day I will be Where I was right there Right next to you" i stared

"And it's hard The days just seems so dark The moon, the stars Are nothing without you

Your touch, your skin Where do I begin? No words can explain The way I'm missing you" i thought of Ashton while singing images of when we were younger came to mind the.days we would hang out beung just us i could feel the heviness in my cheat growning as i sung

"Deny this emptiness This hole that I'm inside These tears They tell their own story

Told me not to cry when you were gone But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong"i looked at jake he was focused on the piano

"Can I lay by your side? Next to you, you And make sure you're alright I'll take care of you I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight" i could feel something warm sliding down my cheek i quickly wiped away my single tear

"I'm reaching out to you Can you hear my call? This hurt that I've been through I'm missing you, missing you like crazy

You told me not to cry when you were gone But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong"
i hear someone enter the room Ben usally comes and hangs with us

"Can I lay by your side? Next to you, you And make sure you're alright I'll take care of you I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight" the tempo of the song spead up

"Lay me down tonight Lay me by your side Lay me down tonight Lay me by your side Can I lay by your side? Next to you You " i finished turning to jake hi fiving him the turning to ben,"what do you think?" i ask but ben had both Mason and Ashton with him
"it was awesome"
"thanks,well you owe me pizza i'm inviting Gail over and we can all have a movie night ,sound good?"
evey one nodded," i'm going to make popcorn,Jake call your girlfriend,get here here" i said walking out
"i'll help with the popcorn" i hear Mason say as i walked down stairs i nodded.and walked into the pantry and getting out the micowaveable.popcorn,
"what can i do?" Mason asked.
"get a few big bowls from tgat cupbored" i said pointing behind him
"is Ashton gonna invite Katie over?" he asked "i can make popcorn by myself you know?" i saud annoyed
"i wanna help"
"then do it yourself" i said befor leaving the room.
~*~
"wheres my bitch" i hear Gail yell from the door,
"i'm in here" i shout back not a.moment later she is next to me
"so why am i here?"
"movie night" Ashton said walking into the room Gail looked at him then me then back at him,
"and why the fuck are you here?"
"long story" he said as i pulled her away,"what.the.fuck?"
" come i'll explaim" i said walking her to my room.
~*~
"Pizza's here"Mason tells us pulling us from the music room,
i walk down the stairs see Ashton in a tight shirt showing off his musles
damn,
shut up.
this is gonna be a long night.