My Fucked Up Life

Chapter 5)

A/N THE SONG ON THE SIDE IS AUT LIVE VERSION CHESTER (LEAD.SINGER) USES THE F BOMB A FEW.TIMES THEN THEIR IS ANOTHER SONG IT ONLY GOSE FOR LIKE A MINUTE (NO WORDS)THEN GIVIN' UP IS THERE.
SORRY IT'S THE ONLY VERSON I COULD FIND. :/
~*~
I've been beating the drums for about an hour and half.some people would take that as a hint to back the heck away but no my friends decide its an open invitation,
"Tara, you said we we're going out" she said taking my drum stick,
"Not in the mood Gail" I said walking to my stereo.
"Jake told me about kaite,he's downstairs''
"Well he can fuck off for the moment I can't talk to anyone right now G" I said with pleading eyes
"Okay, but ill call you later miss bitchy" she. Said with a smile
"Yes professor slut" I said in a serious tone as she walked out the door.

I turned and pressed play on the instumeneal verson of linkin park's Givin' up
(A/N i don't own the song/lyics)
" Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up"I yelled
"I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me " I sung dancing like an idoit
with a smile to match

"Don't know what to take Thought I was focused but I'm scared I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere And no one cares"

"I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me

Goddddddd!!!!

Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my Put me out of my fucking misery""

I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me " I sung the rest of the song before walking out of my music room,
"You realise that music is shit right" Mason said
"That music, is amaizing, tnlike the shit you lisen to about drugs and sex,my music means something "
"About giving up yeah, sure"
"Say what you will ,but I'Lloyd have you know screamo music reduces sucide rates by 83 per cent" I said as we walked down the stairs.
"Fair enough ,well I'm going to get food, you comimg? "
"Sure lets. Go
"
~*~
"Okay, important question"Mason said with a smile
"Okay shoot"
"Coke or pespi"
"Coke" I said laughing
"Good,did you need to stop and. Grab anything else?"
"Yeah, if you don't mind"
"where at?"
"i need ben and jerry's"
"good girl"he said with a laugh,see i'm not a bitch all the time.
~*~
"So wern't you going out witn your friend gail tonight?" Mason asked as we pulled into the drive way,
"i was but change of plans,why?"
"cause' theirs another car parked"
"oh?" i said looking up,
"probly Bens friends"
"True"
"Made,do you play and instruments?"
"I play abyss but not very well and I would like to learn to dj"
"I can teach you,if you'd like" I offer
"Really?" He asks excitement clear in his voice,causing me to laugh
"Yeah,why not I got a new dj decks not too long ago been looking for a good reason to use em"i said as I took my seat belt off
"That would be great" he said with a smile
"Okay I'll drop this in the kitchen then I'll go set it all up,if you wanted to start now"
"Thank you so much Tara" I smiled
"No worries" I said walking though the door I hear voices coming from the kitchen
"We're home"
"Kitchen" Ben yells out I walking and dumping the bags on the bench
"Who's cars out front" I asked Ben he just smiled,
"Tara" a Familer voice came from behind me,
"No way" I said turning "GAVIN!" I yelled running to home jumping wrapping my legs around his waste as he caught me I wrap my arms around his neck and held him tight,
"What are you doing here,is Mia with you?" I asked tears of happiness pouring down my face,
"Mums decided to move back,we're back"
"You're back" I whispered
"I'm back"
"Tara"mia said from again the other dose of the room do these people just want me to run well let it be.
I let go of Gavin and ran to Mia
"I've missed you so much girl" I said wrapping my arms around her
"Same here"
"Do Gail and Jake know you two are back" I said pulling away still holding her shoulders
"No we we're just about to call them" Ben said I forgot they were here I wrapped my arms around her again
"Gavin get here and group hug" I said without a word he wrapped his giant arms around us
"I'm calling them as soon as we let go in call slumber party" i said
"My bad ass twin are back" in said smileing.
.................................
A/N
Hey so so few new people I just felt there that there has to be 3 bad girls
and 2 bad boys so boom the Taylor twins.

I need a help with a shipping name I can't. Choose
Tashson or Tash
Their not that diffrent but ya know.

Sorry for any mistakes

Vote comment

Sarah
Xx.