My Fucked Up Life

Chapter 21)

"Well boys you have come on a good week" Sammy said as we walked into the performance hall."this week is your prac assessments" he tell the class "you have class every day this week and a double today I expect at least two solos and a group and at least one duet. you can decide.now who wants to go first"
"I will" a jock said walking to the stage.
"Will you be using a band or aux,warning you will lose marks if you use Aux" he says michael uses his phone.

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"Michael,when I say I want you to sing a song I don't want to just hear it,i want to feel it" Sammy says "can anyone tell me what that song was missing?"
"Emotion" Ashton answered from next to me
"Thank you" Sammy said
"And you can do better new kid" Michael sneered
"I can try" e said standing reaching for my hand "Tara,sing with me I smile and take his hand. He nods and the rest of the guy take stage
"What song?" I ask
"Just give me a reason" he smiles
I smile and nod as jake plays the opening notes
"Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them" I look into his eyes

"Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love" I hold his cheek

"Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"

"I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine"
"Oh, we had everything"
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind"
"Yeah, but this is happenin'"

"You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love"
"Oh, our love, our love"we sing together

"Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"
"I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart" he sings looking directly at me
"You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"

"Oh, tear ducts and rust"
"I'll fix it for us"
"We're collecting dust
But our love's enough"
You're holding it in
"You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems"
"We'll come clean" I hold the note

"Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"

"Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"

"Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again" I finish softly not taking my eyes off of Ashton as a round of applause went around the room. I looked over to Sammy who was smiling
"You see guys this is what I mean, emotion make me feel,unlike michaels song I you're not going for meaning so for the vocal find something that you can use your voice in make us want to lisen" he says, I nod "good job guys,i hope you all took notes then, who is up next?"

~*~
With a sigh I take shove my note books into my bag.
"So how's the kid?" Katie asked
"Should have known" I mutter
"Known what?" Katie plays dumb
"That you have no life,so you were hanging around taking photos of me having a good time with my god daughter,shes at home with her mum now" I say with a fake smile.
"You can't prove anything" she says
"I don't have to,its cute how you think I give a shit, hunny I have other things to worry about" I pinch her chin" but if it makes you feel better I'm proud of your printing skills,can you send me a copy if those photos Lilly looks adorable in them" I let go of her chin,
Her face looks like it might explode
"Ash,you riding with me?" I ask turning in my hill
"Yeah" he smiles
"Don't worry about giving me a ride" Katie chirps
"Why would I?" I scoff
"Kyle is picking me up" she smirks I stiffen at his name but keep walking.
"Tara,who is Kyle" Ashton asked
"She hooked up with him at a party" Katie shouts, I freeze
"What?" Ashton's unwraps his arms from me
"I-I" I studder, shit, fuck, no,no,no
"Yeah, I'm the only one you've slept with" he walks off punching a bear by locker
"You are,the only one I slept with, willing" I whisper as a single tear rolled down my cheek.
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A/N
Well,that just happened

SarahXx.