My Fucked Up Life

Chapter 7)

"Where do you want her?" Ashton asked carrying Lilly inside
"Downstairs guestroom,follow me" I said walking inside closing the door behind him I turn on my and walk up the hall into the room Lilly would be staying I open the door and Flick on the light
"In here"
"Pull back the covers for me" he said I nodded and did as he asked and pulled back the covers as layed her down I covered her up an kisses her in the forehead Ashton closed the door after flicking off the light.
"Did you wanna join in in our movie night"

What,im trying to be polite.
Bullshit you just want an excuse to sit next to him,
Shut up.
"Uh yeah that would be great" I nodded and headed back to the movie room only to find eveyone asleep
"Well there gose that idea" Ashton whispered
"I'm going to head to the music room you coming?" He had a bit of trouble hiding the shock on his face
"Y-yeah sure" I nodded walking upstairs to my music room.
I pull out my song book and smile as I pick a duet I turn to Ashton
"Sing with me?" I asked I'm my sweetest voice he smiled his award winning smile
"What song?" I singled for him to come closer and look at the book
"This one" I said looking up at him though my eyelashes while pointing at the book
"Okay" he said and walked to the piano I sat on top of the piano as he played the opening keys and sung
"You tell all the boys "No"
Makes you feel good, yeah.
I know you're out of my league
But that won't scare me away, oh, no" he sung looking me directly the eye

"You've carried on so long,
You couldn't stop if you tried it.
You've built your wall so high
That no one could climb it,
But I'm gonna try" he sung like he knew what the writer felt he put meaning into his words like nobody else I've ever herd
"Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?
Would you let me see beneath your perfect?
Take it off now, Tar, take it off now, Tar
I wanna see inside
Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight?" Tar?as in me, he sung not breaking eye contact for a second

I took a deep breath before singing
"You let all the girls go
Makes you feel good, don't it?
Behind your Broadway show
I heard a boy say, "Please, don't hurt me" I give him the same meaning in my words as he had givin' me

"You've carried on so long
You couldn't stop if you tried it.
You've built your wall so high
That no one could climb it,
But I'm gonna try" I said holding the last word
"
Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?
Would you let me see beneath your perfect?
Take it off now, Ash, take it off now, Ash
I wanna see inside
Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight, oh, tonight?" He smiled the biggest most beautiful smile at his name it would have matched the one on my face
We sung the rest of the song not breaking our eye contact after he had played the last note he slowly stood up and walked to me so that he was standing between my legs. our breaths came out as pants.
Placing one hand on my cheek he traced my bottom lip with his thumb

What are you doing! Tell him to stop

You know what logic fuck up would ya

I sat there wordless looking into his blue eyes waiting for him to kiss me he moved his head so our foreheads were resting agast eachother
"Give me a chance just one please" I opened my eyes with confusion "just as friends I know what I did was wrong and when your ready we will talk about that,but baby I need you to give me a chance,this good bot needs his bad girl" my eyes watered
Yeah I'm crying okay deal with it it's not like I hear this everyday
"A-Ashton it...i...it just...it hurt so much when it fell apart last time"
"I know I'll fix it let me fix this"
I nodded "one chance" I said our foreheads still resting together his smile melted my heart he went to pull his head away but before I knew it my hand was holding it in place l
"Tara?" I move my head to close the space but of course there was a knock on the door Ashton quicly sat at the piano
"Come in" I yelled the door slowly opened "Katie?"

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*GASP* haha you knew it was coming

Cute moment cute song so I wrote this chapter last night then me being the idiot I am deleated it before I could update

"You stupid"
"Ah I know" that's what gose though my brain when I think about that

Laters baby, hehe fifty shades ;)

SarahXx