My Fucked Up Life

Chapter 15)

I wake,too warm,to the sound of my alarm. 5:15 why did I agree to do this again?
I turn to come face-to-face with a sleeping Ashton,with his arm around my bare waste.
I slowly trace his abs with my finger.
I place my hand on the side of his face. I raised my head so out lips brushed,i placed a soft kiss on his lips. I turn to get off the bed,suddenly,I'm pulled back into Ashton's arms."morning" he said his voice laced with sleep.
"Hey" I whisper,shyly,he turned me in his arms.
"I've missed our topless cuddles,where are you running off to?"
"Work" I said moving closer to him.
"Who are you working with today?"
"Just me,all day"
"All day?"
"Yeah,Sal busted her foot"
"Can I come with you?" He asked I paused
"Sure" I smile
"One more thing"
"Hmm" he pressed his lips to mine softly,slowly I kissed him back, I can feel all of the tension of the last three months roll off of me.
He rolled so he was on top of me,pressing me I to the mattress.the kiss grew more hungry,with passion that made my stomach do back flips.
He broke the kiss moving down my neck placing butterfly kisses,he kept moving downwards until he was kissing between my breast.
I let out a low moan "Ash" I said pulling his face towards mine,as our lips connected I rolled so I was I top,and we were sitting,"you hurt me so bad" I whisper ageist his lips.
"I know baby,ill fix it,just let me fix this" he said placing his lips to my forehead
"Okay" I whisper"but I've gotta shower" I laugh,getting up from the bed,
"Can I join"he joked
"Sure" me,i wasn't joking.
Nothing we haven't done before.
"Really?" He asks
"Yeah" I said as I enter the bathroom.not a moment later Ashton was behind me.
~*~
"Wear a black shirt and just jeans or something,if you don't have one I'll grab one of bens for you" I said walking over to my underwear draw.
"Okay." he said leaving the room.

You know that feeling you get when something bad is about to happen,i can't shake it.
With a sigh I walk down stairs and write a note

Me and Ashton have gone to work,
Don't trash the place,
I'm leaving Lilly in charge.
I'm counting in you girl :)

With a smile I stick it to the fridge and slip on my work shoes "you ready" Ashton asks as he walks into the room.
"Yeah"i say grabbing my bag.
"I'll drive" he says
"What's wrong with my car?" Not that I don't live his ute but nobody insults my baby
"You have a Manuel I have a auto" he states
"So?"
"If you drive I can't hold your hand cause you'll be changing gears" he mumbled,

You know that moment when your heart melts and you can feel your face go red,
That's what's happening right now.

"Oh,o-okay" I studded as I walk out the door under Ashton's arm.

Gail's P.O.V (at McDonald's)
"Where did Ashton go?" Mason asks returning from the playground with Lilly
"He went home to check on Tara" I replied
"So what's going in with them two?" Jake asked wrapping an arm around my shoulder
"I don't know,i think they're friends for now" Gavin said
"Hey guys" we all turn to see Katie.
"What do you want?"
"Just to chat, I see Ashton and Tara are missing and who's this Kevin? Wow hanging with the bottom of the food chain now" she giggled
"Shut your mouth before I punch it in"mia hissed
"Ohh sassy,jakey babe, I was thinking when you get bored if Gail over here you could give me a call,ill show you how a real woman should please her man"
Oh.hell.no.
I shot out of my seat an got in her face.
"More like how a real whore pleases a player" I spat in her face "now what do you want" I felt jakes hand wrap around my wrists holding me back
"I wanted to talk to Tara,you reamber my cousin kyle? Yeah well he's in town and wanted to see her" she smiled sweetly
Oh.no.she did bit just go there
"It was you" Ben said I horror
"What ever do you mean.i didn't slip anything into Tara's drink and send her off with my cousin if that's what you mean...i don't know why he wants to see her anyway he said she was bad in bed anyway"
"Lilly out jakes earphones in,now" I said though gritted teeth
"Already done" mason said
"You knew what Kyle was going to do?"i said
"Knew? I told him what to do" she laughed.
Jake let go of my wrist.
"You're fucked now" I said as my fist connected with her stomach."you're going to know pain" I said driving my fist towards her again and again and again until I was pulled off by jake
"Stop babe,shes down" I looked at her,
Her nose was bleeding as well as her eyebrow and her lip.
"She would have never done that to you,she would have killed the man who did that to you,where is your sense of woman hood.you,Katie,are shameful" I spat at her as jake carried me out.

How the fuck am I meant to tell Tara?

Tara's P.O.V
The cafe was busy, just came off a rush when I feel two arms wrap around my waste"Ash,"I smile"i have to clean up" I saw biting the inside of my cheek to stop me from smiling.
"But I want to hold you like this" he said kissing the side of my head. I lean back ageist him closing my eyes as the so g changed
"Dance with me" he said spinning me
"At work?"
"Yes" she smiled as spun me around
(A/N I don't own song/lyrics)
"I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows we were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone" I sung as we dance behind the counter with all eyes on us,did we care? No.

I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow

So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you" I sung putting all my emotion into it.

"In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is you never know" he sung

"So I'll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regrets

Let's take our time
To say what we want
Use what we got
Before it's all gone
'Cause no, we're not promised tomorrow" he kissed my forehead as we danced

"So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you" we sing together swaying along to the song

"Hey
Whoa

I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you" we finished a chorus if applause surrounded us, I turned blushing

"Are you just gonna dance or are you gonna serve me" a voice said from behind,
Katie of course.with somebody else.
Kyle.

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