My Fucked Up Life

Chapter 8)

"What are you doing here!" I almost yelled
"I came to see Ashton" she said in a stuck up tone with a smirk I jumped off the piano walking slowly towards her
"I told you not to come here bitch" I spat at her
"I'll take my chances"she said pushing past me and walking to Ashton at the piano sitting where I was.
"Baby I was wondering if you were busy I wanted to...hang out" she said I balled my hands into fist
"I can't right now Katie and I think it's best if you leave and don't come back,ive told you,what happened with us what you did it's never gonna happen you know how I feel about Tara" WHAT! "What is with you" he shouted at the end my fist unballed
"She hit me,im hurt" really,gonna play nth at card
"So you show up at her place dressed like a slut fresh off her period" I mentally hi-fived him
"Don't speak to me like that you goody two shoes ass hole" she retorts
"Don't speak to him like that!" I snapped at her
"I'll get to you" she said
"Oh no you wont" I said walking towards her quickly I raised my arm to hit her bit Ashton stopped me
"Leave Katie now I told you before never gonna happen!" He said with a small scream she left, I tried to run after her but Ashton wrapped his arms around my waste and turned me so I was facing him
"Calm down" he whispered and just like that,the rage was gone I look at him and smile,he softens his death grip on my waste,
"We can still have a movie night" I whisper
"I don't want to wake them" he said
"In my room silly" I smiled
"Right well I'll get chaged and get popcorn" he said
"And a movie" I added he nodded but didn't let me go "ash"
"Yeah"
"If you want popcorn your gonna have to let me go"
"Right" he said letting me go and walking out of the room

What a night.

I walk into my room and quickly chage into some pj shorts and a thin strap singlet before setting up my TV and putting my phone on charge

"This good boy needs his bad girl"
I smile as I think of Ashton's words how he called me 'baby'
" Tara" he said as he walked into my room"why are you smiling" he asked
"No reason" I smiled at him before jumping into my bed patting the spot next to me,
"Gotta put the movie in first"
"Right"
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Ashton's p.o.v
I lay next to her as she starts the movie and snuggles under the blanket I do the same and turn my attention to the screen.
~*~
The movies over and now we're losing to music and talking,simple,but perfect
"Then dad turns to cast out his rod and the hook gets stuck on his pants" she recalls laughing
"Like in the leg it the but"
"But" she said giggling
"That's awesome" I said
"Ben was like" she threw her arm up in the air "catch if the day" I laughed her arm caught my eye not her arm but the scars on her arm
Oh shit,when?what?huh?
"Tara" I said my voice full of concern her face turned from one of good memories to confusion to one of realisation as she quicly lowered her arm
"What?" She said playing dumb
"You arm"
"Is attached to my shoulder" she retorted
"Tara please,what happened" her fake smiled dropped
"Shit happened" she whispered
"Please,te-" she cut me off
"No" she said looking away
"Tar" I pleaded she sighed
"I needed a way to relase the pain" her eyes watered
"When?"
"What do you mean when? You think this just gose away! No this sticks like gum to a shoe" she said her voice rising
"How long" she wasn't like that when we were together she was happy crazy how in the last three months has this happened,
"Two tree months"
"After we broke up?" She looked at the ground "did I cause this" I asked horrified
"NO!" She said "no baby you didn't it just got bad okay,things happened a lot of things happened and it was like I has nobody to talk about it to" she cried
"You have your friends" she snorted
"Ash,I'm meant to be the tough bad girl,even to them I need to be strong" she said looking me dead in the eyes
"Talk to me baby girl,just don't hide these things from me"ill be there,bad girls can cry too" I said as my hand reached out to touch her face she looked me in the eye,bit saying anything but she didn't need to the alliance was comfortable.
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A/N
So many songs stuck in my head at the moment argh.

So yeah I the weird one randomly dancing without the music

Laters ;)
SarahXx