She took a deep breath and looked around. She was in Suga's room. It smelled like him, and his school bag hung off his desk chair. She took a shaky breath and stood. He had his own bathroom. She went in and quietly washed her face. She rubbed off the mascara, it was running anyways. She patted her face dry and looked at herself in the mirror. She was pale, and her cheeks and eyes were red. It still looked like she had been crying, she shook her head. She had to pull herself together. Maybe Suga wouldn't do what Rapmon said. Just maybe. She blocked out the memory of Suga's eyes entirely. She straightened out her dress and fixed her hair slightly. She turned and walked out. She stopped abruptly. Suga was sitting on the bed, with his head in his hands. He looked up, and gave a small wave,
"Hey."
She wrapped her arms around herself.
"Yes?"
"Come here." He patted the bed next to him. She sat down, shaking.
"Yes?" She whispered again. She was shaking so badly. Couldn't he just say it? Couldn't he just end it quickly?
"I shouldn't have attacked him like that. It was uncalled for, but I just had to do it. I just had to. I screwed up I know, but I wanted him to stop bothering you." He put his head in his hands again. She patted his back blankly. She was still trembling.
"It's okay. Thank you." She whispered. He turned and hugged her. He buried his face in her neck. She held him numbly, waiting for him to say it.
"All the guys are mad at me." He chuckled nervously, "They all want me to break up with you." Her breath hitched in her chest. Did she expect him to give up his friends for her? She hadn't been willing, so why would he? He pulled away and looked at her. She nearly flinched, expecting to see those hard, mean eyes. But she didn't. They were soft and kind like usual. She was happy, at least the last look she would receive from him would be kind.
"But I won't. I'm not letting them dictate my life. My life is mine, and I can love who I want and, that's you." She felt the weight of the world fall off her shoulders. She was so incredibly happy. He took her hands in his.
"I love you." He murmured. She kissed him sloppily. She was still trembling.
"I love you too." She sobbed happily. He smiled and kissed her again.
How could this get any better?
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(A/N)
hiiii how do you guys like it so far?
