My legs are always extremely fucking sore all the time. I never get a break. I just manage to distract myself from the pain most of the time due to the fact that I'm basically used to it by now.
I feel like my legs are so weak that I fear when I stand up they'll give out underneath me. This also leads to my fear of being stuck in a wheelchair.
I had a nightmare one night where I was bed bound and I had to get my mom to bring everything to me, from my food to a certain book I wanted. It made me feel guilty. Every time I tried standing up my ankles would flare up in excruciating pain and I was rushed back to my bed to sit down and relax.
I can still manage to stand for a decent amount of time without feeling like I'm gonna fall. I also walk without my cane most of the time at school because I need to carry ten billion other things.
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Burn -- A Biography
Non-FictionEver wanted to know what its like being Autistic in Canada? Or wanted to walk in the shoes of a chronically ill person for a day (probably not)? You've come to the right place! I'm Kody, an autistic person with an unknown chronic illness (probably P...
