You finally arrived home, tired from not only this week, but from the second argument you had with Harry.
You got ready for bed by getting changed and brushing your teeth before getting into your cozy, warm bed, ready to forget tonight's events and focus on sleep.
Harry's POV:
After the party, which mainly consisted of chatting with friends and family and catching up on time that hadn't been spent with them, I'd decided it was best to head home to fix my relationship with Y/N.
Y/N had organised this especially for me and even though she didn't want to be here, I know she wants me to enjoy it. She knows how much I miss my family and friends and she would want me to stay and try and have fun. I needed to appreciate what she had done for me and that's why I was still here.
I had text her earlier on to make sure she was okay and she had simply replied with;
"I'm fine, I'm going to bed now anyway x"
I was glad she had gone to bed and I hoped that she hadn't stayed awake crying because that would break my heart to know I was partly the reason for her tears and upset.
I unlocked the door, stepping inside before closing and locking it.
I walked upstairs tiredly, I had said I wouldn't get drunk tonight for Y/Ns sake. She didn't have to deal with that side of me and she shouldn't have to, but even if I had have gotten drunk, she would've probably taken care of me anyway because of the kindhearted person she is.
"Y/N?" I called through our bedroom with no response.
I sighed as I noticed her curled up in a ball under the duvet covers as I quickly undressed, brushing my teeth before climbing into bed.
"I want to sort this out properly tonight, I don't want to wait until morning." I whispered, more to myself.
Even though she was asleep, I wanting to speak my mind to her and I wanted her to know how I felt, even if I was pretty much just talking to myself right now, I didn't want to hold the words back anymore.
"Your such a kindhearted person and that's one of the main reasons why I love you so much. You wouldn't hurt me like that or at all if you could help it. I know that." I sighed, wrapping my arms around her as a comfort.
"You do?" I heard her speak as her eyes fluttered open as she looked into my eyes.
"I do what?" I asked, my eyebrows knitting together in confusion.
"Do you know that I wouldn't hurt you?because this past week has seemed like you've done nothing but doubt me. I would never hurt you and I especially wouldn't cheat on you. I wouldn't want to." She explained.
"I know that, I was just paranoid and scared that it could happen one day. It doesn't mean I don't trust you or that I doubt you, but...if it did happen, it would make me feel like I was a let down. Like I wasn't good enough and like I didn't make you happy enough." I admitted.
"I understand that feeling, because sometimes I think about what it would feel like if you did it to me. But then I stop, because I know you wouldn't. You do make me happy, happier than I think I've ever been before and I wouldn't want to change you for anyone." She explained, with a frown.
"I know that, I really do and I'm sorry. Not just for what happened this week, but for today. I shouldn't have argued with you and I only stayed at the party because I wanted to appreciate what you had done for me, which I do." I said sincerely.
"I know you do." She sighed.
"Can we please try and move on? I want us to be us again, you know? Were together, a pair and when were not working together in this relationship it hurts. It hurts to know I'm failing." I explained, honestly.
"Harry your not a failure to me. You can be harsh sometimes in arguments and you can be hard to cope with at times, but I wouldn't want it any other way because the majority of the time, your not like that. Your kind and your such a loving person and you make me happy." She said with a smile.
I blinked at her, slightly surprised at her words before I wrapped my arms around her tighter and brought her closer to me as I tucked my face into the crook of her neck, realising how much I had missed her familiar scent and cuddles.
"I feel the same way about you and I love you so much. I'm sorry." I whispered, my eyes beginning to water.
"It's alright, I forgive you. You made a mistake and so did I by not continuing to try and talk to you more this past week. I just wanted your birthday to be a success and a surprise." She smiled, lifting her hand up to run it through my messy, brown hair.
"You were busy organising it, I understand and you did try to talk to me, twice. I just wouldn't let you in." I said, sheepishly.
"Well let's just move on, okay?" She suggested and I nodded eagerly.
"Yes please." I said.
"I forgive you though Y/N and I love you." I added.
"I love you too and happy birthday. I'm sorry if you spent most of the day miserable."
"I didn't, it was okay, the boys took my mind off of things for a bit and this is a great way to end it, by being with you and by being happy. Together." I said, peppering her forehead in light kisses as she laughed.
"I loved my present and card from you as well, I just didn't want to say it this morning because I was still moody." I informed her.
"That's okay," she smiled, leaning into kiss me.
"Mm, I missed that and I missed hearing your laugh and all of those things," I said, genuinely.
"I missed you too." She admitted.
"Let's get some sleep." She suggested.
"Okay baby." I said, with a smile. Happy to have sorted things out and to be us again. Two people who work hard for their relationship and for each other, it was my favourite kind of work to do.
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I wasn't sure how I was going to write this one exactly, but it flowed like this so I really hope you all like it<3
please comment your opinions on this one :)
Lauren<3
