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Y/N's POV, 1984

It was the tour with Ozzy Osbourne and me being Nikki's girlfriend, I got the privilege of spending some time on the road with them, I was around for a nearly two weeks before I had to return to LA so I was enjoying the time here while I could.

Ozzy was a crazy motherfucker and Tommy, Nikki and Vince were more than happy to join in and create their own chaos. Every night whether there was a show or not they went out got plastered and made everyone else's lives a living hell, particularly Doc but they didn't care about him, and just lived life to the full and I couldn't blame them.

I was never one for getting so messed up I wasn't in control of my own actions anymore and made impulsive decisions but last night was a different story, everyone else was getting high and drunk and I'd watched them all cause havoc the last couple of nights not partaking when last night I felt a little left out and after some encouragement from Nikki I joined I them and got as drunk as I think I've ever been before in my life.

I can't remember anything that happened last night after a certain point, I can't remember past leaving the bar we were at, all I know is right now I was in bed so I'm assuming mine and Nikki's hotel room, however, something felt off.

I couldn't say what it was exactly until I opened my eyes and went to talk to Nikki, here's where I found out why things felt strange because it was immediately apparent that the person next to me wasn't my boyfriend. When I looked to my side I saw Tommy... what? Tommy? What the fuck?

There had to be a reasonable explanation for this right? There had to be. Maybe we were just hanging out and fell asleep in the same room? Then why did I feel distinctly naked? Why would I strip off to sleep when with Tommy?

I tried to rack my brain over last night and when I thought hard enough some things came back to me, obviously, we all got so drunk last night but I remember now that while Vince and Nikki went one way, me and Tommy went the other to come back to the hotel, the intention was to just hang out but judging by what I'm seeing that's not what happened, and I was at a total loss.

All evidence pointed to us sleeping together and it was mind boggling because I didn't find myself attracted to Tommy in any way, he wasn't a bad looking man, obviously, but I hadn't ever looked at him as anything other than a friend and here I am now in bed with him.

It scared me cause I knew I felt nothing for him, yet, this could have ruined my relationship with Nikki and I didn't want to lose him, he was my everything. I could lie to him but that's not something I felt comfortable doing, he didn't deserve to be lied too.

Sure, he doesn't have the right to be that pissed at me because he'd cheated on me before, however Tommy was his best friend, that's the biggest no no imaginable and Nik kinda had an excuse, the excuse of girls throwing themselves at him not a valid or good one but it was slightly more of an excuse than I had even if I was blind drunk.

Despite the fact he'd done it to me, it didn't stop me from feeling like shit over it and didn't change the fact that is still slept with Tommy.

I sat up in the bed and looked around, seeing both mien and Tom's clothes around the room and I sighed "Shit." I muttered, not knowing whether to laugh or cry at this situation.

The more I thought about what had gone down the more I felt like I was bordering on a breakdown and because of that, I knew I had to wake Tommy up and see if he had anymore answers than I did.