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Y/N's POV, 1998

I've never been a liar, I'd never liked lying about anything, it never sat right with me and made sure to be honest with the people closest to me, I've always tried my hardest to keep to that, even when it got difficult because being open was always the best option and made people trust you and all I wanted was for people to trust me... so, I told the truth, always never faulting until something happened and there was no other choice than to keep a secret because to tell the truth would have ruined not just my life but multiple others too.

I was married to Tommy Lee and have been for the last eleven years, they'd been turbulent at times, and we'd neared the point of divorce a couple of times but always figured it out- so what was so devastating that I couldn't tell him the truth and could ruin my life, his life and destroy the entirety of Mötley Crüe?

Well, Tommy and I's ten year old daughter, Kennedy... she wasn't Tommy's kid.

... and that's not the worst of it, her actual father is Tommy's best friend and a close friend of mine too, Nikki Sixx.

The question you're probably asking now is how the hell did that happen, so I'll tell you. Back in 1987, the year Tommy and I got married, things weren't great between us, between us getting engaged and then married our relationship went through a bad patch then we were okay for our actual wedding, having patched things up, but after we got married it was a few weeks then straight out for a tour, and that made things crack up again.

Tommy cheated on me, repeatedly and we argued then made up, and argued, then made up again until I just got exhausted and went to Nikki, who'd always been a close friend to me and I vented to him, spent a lot of time with him and escaped to him whenever I'd walked out of an argument with Tommy and eventually, Nik and I got closer than we should have and ended out messing around with each other for about a month while Tom and I weren't really talking.

I guess part of me ended up catching feelings for Nikki and I did have them for a while in the background, in a way, I think I still do but I struggle to admit that but after all the times Tommy's lied to me in the past and betrayed my trust, I couldn't help but think maybe I'd have been better with Nikki, immediately pushing that thought away as soon as it entered my head knowing it was wrong and had no place in my thoughts anymore.

And going back to '87, around the time I found out I was pregnant was the same time that Tommy and I got back on the same page and fixed things up again, more stable than before so when I did find out I was going to have a baby, I didn't know for sure who the father was, Tommy or Nikki.

The math I'd done over the conception could have been either of them though Nikki was the slightly more logical choice and fitted a little better, it was until Kennedy was born though that I saw Nikki in her, and knew she was his daughter.

Tommy never noticed that she looked suspiciously like his best friend and Nikki never batted an eyelid either and that's how I kept it a secret, why tell the truth about the complicated situation and relationship ruiner if I didn't need too?

I should have but I was terrified because it would have ruined Tommy and Nikki's relationship and ruined my relationship with Tommy, despite the fact he cheated on me more times than I could ever count so couldn't really say all that much, and potentially ruin my friendship with Nikki too. I didn't want any of that to come true.