Kitty ~ [Transformers Prime - Megastar]

(=ↀωↀ=) ~ Alive

[ ⚠️: Suicidal thoughts, High Risk of Death ]

Starscream's POV

Everything was dark, but then I saw a little light. It became bigger and bigger... then I heard a voice.

[---]: "Hey, little one."

I have no idea what is happening. Everything is so confused.

[---]: "Come with me, little one."

The voice is so warm, I want to follow it.

[---]: "There is no pain with me."

I want to go with it so badly.

[---]: "You'll see your friend again and your brothers once again."

That... that's not what I want, tho.
They're gone. They won't come back to me.

[---]: "But you can reach them."

...no, it's not fair.
Knockout and Soundwave have done so much to not let me die on that ship.

[---]: "But who's more important, them? Or your family?"

...they are a part of my family too now.
I want to stay with them.

[---]: "Follow the light Starscream, and you'll have everything you've ever wanted: be loved once again."

I want to go so badly.
The pain, it would go away.
But Knockout and Soundwave.

And Lord Megatron.

[---]: "What has he done for you? Nothing."

The voice is so warm...
But Miko's servos were warmer.

I have to resist.
I'm not ready to go back to the Allspark.

Another voice shakes my processor.

[---]: "WE'RE LOSING HIM!"

...the Autobot Medic...?

[---]: "STARSCREAM! DON'T DIE ON ME NOW! PLEASE!"

...Knockout.

[---]: "YOU'RE MY BEST FRIENDS! I COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT YOU AFTER BREAKDOWN! SO PLEASE COME BACK!"

...I'm not going.
I have a new family here.
I have to live long enough to protect this new family.

[---]: "...it's your choice, and I respect it."

The light went out.
Everything is dark again.
And then everything's white.

I open my optics and see Knockout and the Autobot Medic mend the wounds of my almost organic body.
The sport car saw me conscious and a tear feel on my muzzle.
I meowed as hard as I could into that small, beaten up frame, but yet not much came out.

Knockout: "it's fine, Starscream, don't push yourself, you're still online, and that's what matters."

Once again, tears slid out of my optics, wetting my fur.

~( ˘▾˘~)

It's almost funny writing deeply disturbing chapters.
I don't know, maybe I'm good with dramatic.