In all honesty I wasn't upset. I was angry. I didn't care that I was done with Jason. If anything I was happy. I was angry he cheated and I was angry I used Tom to get back at him. I was angry that I've probably upset Tom.
After leaving the party I just walked, I was completely spaced out. I must've walked for a couple hours because by the time I sat down on a bench and checked my phone I have at least 20 missed calls from Bill and the rest of the band minus Tom spreading out over a 2 hour time period. I couldn't be bothered to call so I just left it, they'd stopped calling now and it was nearly 12 so I wasn't gonna bother them. I was on some nature trail that ove looked a lake and god it was gorgeous. The moon was shimmering over the water and I could hear owls all around me and the occasional rustle of leaves. I don't know how long I'd been sat there but I was getting cold so eventually got up to go home.
This whole situation with Tom was just a mess, he'd been ignoring me and obviously had a good reason and then I'd just put him on the spot during some pathetic argument over a fucking teenage relationship that was going to shit anyway. I just wanna move back to the uk and forget everything about Germany.
I was climbing over some tree that had fallen when I cut my arm on a sharp twig, luckily it wasn't the same arm I cut in that fight but it really stung and bled quite a bit however it was probably just a flesh wound I doubt it went deep. I got back to my road just as the streetlights shut off. At first I couldn't see anything till eventually a light came on in a house down the road, it didn't help much but at least I could somewhat know where to go. As I got closer I realised it was Bills house which made it much easier to know where to go. I took one last look at the window that was lit up and realise it was Toms room. And he was stood in the window. Looking at me. I just turned around and hurried into my house, as much as I honestly love Tom he can be slightly creepy.
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Hidden feelings / Tom Kaulitz x Y/N
FanfictionY/N moves to Germany and becomes best friends with Bill kaulitz. His brother, Tom, however tends to stay away or is just overall mean. Could this change? Or is he just giving mixed signals?
