At the age of 14, I had this suspicion at first . I might be different .
When other boys of my age started to fancy girls , I found that I'm attracted to boys. Am I gay??
It was devastating . What would people say. ? What would my parents say.? Being the only child of the family ,, can I be a disgrace to them??
My father , a DIG in police was so strict and old fashioned . He would skin me alive . And banish me from the family.. My extremely beautiful and extremely innocent mother , loves me so much.. But she doesn't have a say in anything . She is just in the shadow of my domineering father . I don' t think she can stand up to me.
Yes, my father loved me, but I had to be the perfect son of the standards given by him. Any mistake or any deviation from the given standards , he will be furious .
So every night I pray to God, to make me an ordinary boy like anyone else.
To make my devastating suspicion , just a false alarm ..
But as days passed , I was only become more certain of my sexuality .
At age 15, I was 100% sure of it, when I fell in love with my best friend.. Menul..
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