After that Vinura came here to visit Sonu in several weekends. In that every visit he could spare some time to spend with me. Few of times we went to that street food arena or a pizza shop. But most of the times we could only meet at Sonu's place. Because time is a very limited factor in Vinura's visits . His hometown was so far away . So traveling by bus took nearly 6 hours . He had to leave Sunday early afternoon to catch a bus.
One Saturday evening , Menul took him to play a game of football in his sports club . Sadly I couldn't join them because I had swimming practice for zonal games, which I couldn't bunk.
When I went to see them at the end of my practice , I found them on the field. Other players were already gone , Menul and Vinura were there because , I asked them to wait for me. They were playfully kicking a ball through and fro, I could hear their laughter. I was glad to see them close like this ..
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A sweaty Vinura in football shorts is a sight to behold . He looked rather hot today . I couldn't help sneaking a peak at his long slender legs with lesser amount of leg hair compared to me.., and at the visible part of his seemingly strong thighs . I took note of that everything in few seconds .. Well, Menul is really good looking in his football attire too .., but I have seen him like this since forever .. So naturally , it couldn't create much excitement now.
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" I don't think I can come here in coming weekends"
Vinura said while walking me home that day. I felt suddenly dispirited ..
" Why is that? "
" It's so tiring for grandma . I can't obviously leave her at home alone at weekends.."
"Hmm.. I see.. "
". And I'm ditching my physics classes everytime I come here. It's on saturday morning "
" Oh, that's not good too. "
" So , I won't be able to come in next weekends"
I nodded sadly . He ruffled my hair.
" But I will be here for december vacation . And Plan to stay at least two weeks "
My face lit up. Only little more than three months to go till december .
" Two weeks? That's great .really great . "
He smiled at my excitement. " Yeah, we can hang out a lot . We'll have have plenty of time "
" Yeah , probably we can go to beach too"
We made plans.. . . . . ......
So next came three months without Vinura .. But in his absence I realized that how strong my feelings are growing for him. I was constantly thinking of the little memories we made everytime we met. The last day in my old school , how he looked at me from the balcony , with that bruised face, swollen left eye.. How he looked when I saw him at the lakeside jogging track the day he gave me his phone number , ( which I lost..) All the memories in musical contest .. All the visits to Sonu's place.. How we held hands.. How we hugged .. His smirk .. And sweet smiles.. How he smacked my head calling me a little brat. How he ruffled my hair calling me a ball of sunshine .. I cherished all the memories ..
And I realized , I was thinking of Vinura way more than I think of Menul.. It didn't mean I un-love Menul now. Menul's place in my heart was still there , meanwhile Vinura's place in my heart getting bigger and bigger everyday , even stronger in his absence ..
It felt like the love I have for these two guys are two different kinds.. which I couldn't define exactly .
As I once said , Menul felt like a tranquil deep blue lake in the morning .. Vinura felt like vibrant , colourful , million feeling generating fireworks on a summer sky.
Sometimes it involved some embarrassing thoughts too. For example , When I strolled around Sonu's garden with Vinura in a saturday evening , sometimes I wondered what is it like if he suddenly shove me to a large tree and kiss me endlessly .. And sometimes laying on my bed at night I wondered how would he look naked ..
The thing is, I never had such thoughts about Menul . Is it because I have seen a shirtless Menul plenty of time in sports room, and I always have plenty of skinship with him .. the magic about those things had faded away?? But it all still afresh and novel about Vinura ?? I don't know ..
All I knew was the feelings about him spreading their roots deep in my heart in every corners .. I loved that feeling .. It's so colourful , warm and exciting .. I missed him.. Missed him so much .. I couldn't wait to see him in december vacation ..
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What I didn't know at the moment that , upcoming December would turn my life upside down..
