those eyes | geminifourth

4.

gemini
you're not going to stop, aren't you?

fourth
hi

gemini
what hi?
are you kidding me?

fourth
you started texting daily
so that means we have a little conversation
just to be kind and polite, you know?

gemini
are you staring at me because you want me to text you?

fourth
i thought you knew why i am staring at you?

gemini
i don't want you to look at me

fourth
i don't want to see you with that girl

gemini
"that girl" is my girlfriend
and who are you?

fourth
just someone else.

gemini
that's what i thought
stop staring at me
it's annoying

fourth
i'm only looking at you
nothing more
can't you let me at least do that?

gemini
you're tiring me fourth
are you dumb?
i told you i have a girlfriend
seriously, i'm bored of your stupid love things
stop ruining our comfort

fourth
what about my comfort?

gemini
i don't give a fuck about it

fourth
that's what i thought

gemini
you should at least be happy for me
because i am happy
and i don't want you to ruin my happiness

fourth
i tried being happy for you|
i tried bei|
you're my happiness|
you're my|

gemini
i think you understood now.
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Fourth locked his phone and started sobbing, trying his best to be quiet. When he was going to love him? When he was going to kiss him?

Is there a day where Fourth Nattawat is happy?

I don't think so. He was unlucky in love. All his life, he only loved one person. It was him.

Norawit Thiticharoenrak.

His gazes were full of love towards Gemini. Fourth, grew up in a family where no one appreciated his work. His dad was beating him up, and he was always drunk.

His mom couldn't do anything because she was scared. Her husband loved her but he didn't love Fourth at all.

For the first time, Fourth found those eyes who made him feel like home.

He thought that those eyes were going to be his destiny. But they were his end. Those eyes were looking at someone else, with a gaze full of longing, love and passion. Fourth was jealous a lot but he tried to somehow hide it.

Because Gemini said, he was just someone else, right?

Fourth finally got quiet and opened his screen again, to scroll through in Instagram. He stalked Sia a little, and he saw her new picture. It was with him. Fourth screenshotted the picture, and zoomed him.

"Can't you only love me?"