MHA react

What Was Supposed To Be A Normal Chat - MHA Reaction To It

Notes:

I hope you enjoy this chapter. I hope you have a wonderful day. Please remember that you are loved and cared for. Please remember to stay hydrated. I love you all and let's begin shall we. 😊

The audience look at the screen with confusion, but they know not to ask Shadow as she won't tell them, well at least they think she won't. Unlike usual she does tell them. "Alright, I have decided that you will react to something other than yourselves for once, I may show you another thing similar to this, but I'm not sure yet." Shadow says and the audience nod in understanding.

The flashbacks are too much to bear. I'm sitting alone in an abandoned building, with just my thoughts. It all happened so fast. One minute my parents and I were chatting and the next there were people charging into my house and my parents were corpses. I had run away after the murderers left and found this abandoned building. It has now been three days since my parents died and all I've done is have flashbacks from what happened, and they won't stop. I cry myself to sleep every night. It's so hard to handle the fact that my parents are dead. I wish to just know that everything will be fine, that I'm going to be fine.

I want my parents back.

Why does everything I look at remind me of them. I can't – I just can't. It's too hard. Everything is too hard. The flashbacks get worse every time. The most recent one is so much clearer than the rest.

I hold my Mother and Father's hand as I cry. I had just witnessed the two of them be shot in the heart. Their last words to me were that they loved me and that they will always be with me.

Those words are stuck in my head and all that they do is remind me that I lost the two most important people in my life.

Because of all the flashbacks I have been experiencing I have found multiple ways to try and calm myself. These calming mechanisms are listening to music, creating scenarios in my head, taking deep breaths, and counting down from ten.

For the first coping mechanism, I choose a song to play on my phone and listen to it via headphones. I usually choose sad songs. For the second one, I basically come up with scenarios in my head and they always help me to relax. For the third one, I take deep breaths, in for four seconds and out for four seconds and I continue this process until I am calm. For the fourth and final one, I count down from ten and I continue this until I'm calm. I always use all of them, and so if one fails, I will use the next option. But if none of them work then I use a more concerning method: self-harm. Although this one is a last resort.

But anyway even though I have lost my parents, I am still attending school. I am trying to keep their death a secret, as if I don't keep it a secret and tell someone, I'll end up in foster care which I really don't want.