The Things I Never Said [To You] | inksmoker

09/08/23

Bohot zaalim hai zindagi

mohabbat tut kar ki maine 

uss shaks se 

jisne mohabbat mujhse ki pehle

Zindagi se bhar ke usko apnaaya

do tarfa mohabbat main baat hi kuch aur hai

uss jaise khushi kahi aur nahi milti

bohot khili thi main

bohot acha tha voh

Halaat kaise badal jaate hai

Jiss ke saath main apni khushiyan ko haathon main kaabu hi nahi karsaki

wohi sabse bara azmaish kyu bangaya

mushkil hai uss waqt ko bhul jana 

mushkil hai uski aarzu na karna

shayad alag hi hum dono behtar

dhur hi hum behtar

magar uss jaise mohabbat pehle na kabhi milli 

aur phir na kabhi milli

zindagi usse milaado

please usse bulaadun

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Life is very cruel

I loved with every ounce in me

the man who loved me first

More than life itself I accepted him as my own

two sided love is something special

you can never find that happiness anywhere else

I flourished a lot

he was very good to me

How situations can change

with the person whom I couldn't contain my happiness in my hands,

why was it he who became my biggest trial

it is difficult to forget that time

it is difficult to not long for him

maybe we are better off without each other

maybe we are better off distant

but a love like him I never had before

and I have never found again

Life please make me meet that love again

please may I forget him