The Things I Never Said [To You] | inksmoker

29/11/2018

hello darkness my old friend,

i was starting to wonder 

where you had gone-

it's not that i want you back

it's just, i've grown so familiar 

with you barging through my walls

it feels almost unreal

that you're not here anymore

my days have gone better

and so have my nights

i've lost my insomnia

my depression has left me on halt-

i didn't know how to look forward to a better tomorrow

but now when i wake up

i smile and say thank God,

i don't know what that means

does it mean i'm finally allowing myself to be happy?

but how is that possible

all i did was pray to Him

believing He would help me breathe again-

and He did,

now my belief in Him has grown

He's really there

goodbye darkness my old friend,

our friendship 

was meant to end

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depression is never permanent- it never was. i know it's hard to see it but after the rain, the sun always shines through so don't give up, grasp that bit of hope with both your hands and when shit happens just remember-the journey will all be worth it in the end, you'll be okay

and if you're not happy; then i promise you, it's not the end just yet

please hold on <3