ᴊᴀᴀɴ ᴇ ᴅᴜsʜᴍᴀɴ

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 30

Hanan was just looking at her his heart was clenching."hhhhhh kya bolu me ye ki kabhi kisi ne samjha hi nhi family me problems hi itni hoi ki me esa ho gaya."rushda said like she was explaining her life mockingly.

"life itni battar bann gai ki pehli dosti me sab gawa diya yaar dost kabhi banane hi nhi chahiye khas kar dil se.hurt hota hai hanan bohit jayada when your own loved ones humiliated you and do your.comparison to someone who is more better than you."

"marne ka mann karta hai ek baar galti se family ke samne khol ke ro liya agale dinn esa mann kar raha tha marr jao hanan but no one was understanding me everyone was just putting their words and pressuring me."

"it felt like you are only alone dimag ko.distract karne ke liye akele rehne laga to sab kehne lage phone chinlo pagal ho jaayegi irratation feel hota hai yaar."rushda said while holding her hairs.

Tears was inside hanan's eyes but he didn't let them fall and hugged her and start cooing her soothing her with lovely words.because for the first time he saw me like this.he know that i am not open up with him.but he will try me to make comfortable around him.

"shaant bacche i am here koch nhi hoga me hoon na yaha ham try karenge normal hone ka hmm."hanan said while cooing her but she shook her head in negativity.

"koch nhi hoga hanan i am tried of being compared and tired to explain myself to everyone.if you also leave me like everyone do then."rushda said while sobbing on hanan's chest.

"aaahah nhi bacche me kabhi chod ke nhi jaaonga kabhi bhi nhi i promise."hanan said while kissing her head."all promises are lies."rushda mumble."mine one is not i am always with you."hanan said with his all emotions.

Rushda make an eye contact.her eyes were showing thousands of emotions like she is still hesitate to believe him."it's ok i know we met only one month ago it's ok we will know each other slowly slowly."hanan said with a smile.

Rushda chuckled on hia words don't know why bit his words are soothing.she always feel warm in his embrace.a new feeling start to grow inside her but she don't know what is it.

Hanan was adoring her like he was seeing most beautiful thing ever."me khana lekar aata hoon."hanan said while getting up from bed but rushda hand stop him.he looked at her in confusion.

"kya hoa."hanan ask.rushda look towards him with hesitant look."kya hoa."hanan ask again and cupped her face."hanan ni..che... Sab ...log hai .....and may....be tu..mne pu...ppo se tho...da ja..yada rudely bol liya tha."rushda said because of her hanan talked with puppo like this she doesn't have any intension to hurt anyone.

Hanan raised his one eyebrow and smile.for real she is caring for puppo after all this."and mrs hanan aapko.esa kyu lagta hai."hanan ask while folding his hands on his chest.

"vo tumse badi hai hanan esa hota hai ki kabhi kabhi badhe galat hote hai lekin hame unse ese baat nhi karni chahiye ye galat hai unke paas bhi koi feeling hoti hai na."rushda said adoringly.

Hanan was just listening her."she is so innocent for all this."hanan think to himself."me nhi magunga maafi unki bhi galti thi rushda kabhi kabhi badho ko unki galti samjhne deni chahiye."hanan said softly.

"but hanan for real i am cursed na because of me your family is broking."rushda said while looking down.hanan looked at her in disbelief."butterfly esa koch nhi hai.kisne kaha ki family broke ho rahi hai hmmm kabhi kabhi kovh galtiya hoti hai sabse iska meaning ye nhi hai ki ham unse khafa hoke baith jaayenge."hanan said and make her look into his eyes.

"ab me jata hoon tumhare papi pet ko bhi koch khilate hai tumne duphar me bhi kovh nhi khaya tha."hanan said and went out of the room.

When hanan came out everyone looked at him.with concern."rushda aa gai hosh me."ammi asked."ji ammi usko hosh aa gaya hai."he said politly.

"ammi me dinner upar karunga aap khana pohoch va dijiye."hanan said."bhai aap hamare saath chaliye office ka kaam hai hmm or shifa aalia tum bhabhi ko khana khila do."saad said and took hanan with him.

Hanan looked at him like."ab hi kyu." "taya abbu ne bulaya hai aapko.chaliye."kabir said and they all went away from there.

everyone had done their dinner already but now shifa took rushda's dinner in her room."bhabhi."shifa came inside the room and found rushda was sitting on the bed.

Rushda looked toward shifa who was loking at her with a smile."bhabhi khana kha lijiye."shifa said with a smile.

Rushda nodded her head.shifa put food tray on Night stand.rushda look towards food tray because she really don't want to eat.

After giving. food tray shifa came out of the room.Rushda took food tray. And start to eat even mouth wasn't chewing the food.

"uggh i am really feeling bad"rushda thought to herself.tears welled in rushda's eyes.

Her breath was stuck In her throat."why god why me."rushda thought to rushda thought to herself.and a drop of tear fall from her eyes.

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ʜᴇʟʟᴏ. ! ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ʜᴏᴘᴇ .ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴡᴇʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 30 ᴏғ ᴊᴀᴀɴ ᴇ ᴅᴜsʜᴍᴀɴ.ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ.(▰╹◡╹▰)