Professor Riddle

Feelings Need Sorting Through

(Y/n's pov)

After my conversation with Tom, I didn't even go to the great Hall to eat. I was too caught up in my feelings.

These feelings that are for my goddamn professor from Merlin's sake.

No one should have feelings for their professor. It's against rules and Tom was always a complete stickler for the rules.

He wouldn't sleep with a student.

Much less you.

I do really need to sort through these feelings. They are overwhelming me but there's no possible way I'd ever be able to truly act on them.

Why do I always get myself into difficult situations? No matter how many times I get told it's not good for me. I always do it.

Now I am sat on my bed in my dorm moping over my feelings for my professor.

Wait, he isn't even just my professor. He's also one of my closest friend's brother. I couldn't hurt Mattheo not like that. 

We've been too close for too long for me to stoop that low.

I'm not Daphne.

I won't sleep with Tom.

I'll stay away.

That's if he will allow me to. He seems quite happy with keeping me close.