Safe With Me |18+

My Caleb, My Rock.

I got depressed most days. I cried myself to sleep and he'd lay next to me, wiping my tears away. But I had Elora as my excuse. I could never tell him I was dying inside. I was having a panic attack.

I was scared most of the time. I was running from my problems. But he kept quiet. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my head, whispering that I'd be safe with him.

It was Christmas and I wanted to buy him a gift. I heard how he played guitar so I bought him an acoustic guitar. He was so happy he crushed my bones. He kissed me and he tuned it immediately.

He played me a song and I smiled, listening to his soft voice melodious entering my ears and running through my veins. He was amazing. He was talented. And he was kind.

He shared so much with me.

He told me how shitty his parents were. How his dad left him at such a young age and walked away like he meant nothing. I know Caleb was broken inside but he wanted to be strong.

I broke him apart. I tore down his walls. He told me how much his parents hated him too. How they failed him and walked away because he reminded them of each other.

How ridiculous!

He sobbed one night and I hugged him tight in bed As his tears trailed down his cheeks and onto my chest. I frowned and I kissed his head.

"We're gonna be better than both our parents, my love. I promise." He nodded and hugged me tight. Seeing boys cry was a different feeling. It crushed me.

And I wanted to do right by him and give him everything he wanted. I helped him out constantly. I let him take me out on dates and if he wanted to vent I was there to listen to him.

He told me how much he hated Liam for bullying me constantly even after he told him to stop. Liam wanted to piss Caleb off and so he taunted me continuously.

I chuckled and I kissed his lips.

"I don't give a fuck about him. I just want you."

"Yeah?" I nodded. "It's always gonna be you till the end, sweetheart." He smirked and kissed me back.

I told Caleb to rob a store once. He failed. He tripped at the door and his pants almost fell off. I giggled and he jumped into the car.

"Let's move towns and never come back here." He uttered.

"Oh please. You've got a mask on!" I said.

"I don't care! Drive!" I laughed and I drove away.

"How embarrassing!" He exclaimed. I stifled a laugh. "Yeah." "What?" "Nothing." I pursed my lips and he stared at me.

"Don't laugh, Coco. I'm not as good as you." I pulled into an empty parking lot and I sighed, looking at him.

"No. You're greater. This is your first heist. On my first one, I slipped on liquid and my skirt tore."

"Oh, my." I smiled. "You're amazing. This is just for fun. At least you got the cash right?"

"Yeah, I did. He had like $500." "Not bad!" I grinned. "Yeah?" I nodded. "Bad ass, Caleb."

"No. Don't say that." "Why not?" "Because it's a turn on. It's on your lips." He grabbed my hand. I giggled. "Caleb, it's a parking lot."

"So what? It's 3am. It's empty. We have tinted glasses."

"Oh fuck." He kissed my neck and I giggled. "I'm so gonna fuck you up." I whispered.

"I'm all yours."

**

We headed north to North Carolina and I relaxed a bit. Caleb laid down on the bed and I climbed next to him and I stared at the ceiling.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked.

"How much we have to do."

"Well..." I looked at him and I sighed. "We're so far from our dreams." "I'm just glad I have you." I smiled and I leaned on his bare chest.

"If you found someone else, would you leave me easily?"

"What? No. I love you. I've been in love with you all my life. I don't want anyone else." "Really?" "Yeah, babe. It's always you." I smiled.

"You know, Caleb. You're my first love."

"Really?" I nodded. "No one else can make me feel the way you do. And I'm glad. I just want you too." He grinned and hugged me tight.

"I'm so gonna mess you up right now." I giggled.

"You're my first love too." I smiled. "I know. It's obvious." He laughed. "Well, have to make it that way."

I smiled and I kissed his chest.

"Let's go mess this town up?" "Definitely."

**

Of course, after that we headed to New Jersey, searching for Helga. It was utterly bitter that the cops were warned all around the country but Helga stayed oblivious to it all. I didn't mind.

I wanted to just get the work done. I needed to be free. I needed to find Elora. I needed to keep Caleb safe.

He'd been with me through thick and thin I'm pretty sure we forgot about everyone else or how everything even started. He cared too much.

He cuddled with me and kept me warm. He kissed me and went from being a softie to fucking me like crazy. I loved him so much. He was amazingly beautiful and wonderful.

He had me on his fingertips and my life fell on his hands. He kept me calm from people threatening me and sending me stares. He was everything I ever dreamed of. And I fucking hate how much I hated to love him before.

But I had to let him know. I had to let him know eventually. It was just gonna take a little more time.

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