Chapter 7- Denial

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Dean POV

"Sam it's been an hour and a half I need to go check on her now" I sighed

"Yeah sure" Sam smiled

I knocked on the door

"Morgan babe can you come out now please I know you're upset but please?"

"Morgan?" I asked and turned the door handle to walk in

"DAMMIT"

"Dean what is it?" Sam ran in

"She's gone Sam!"

"Yellow eyes?"

"No Sam she's went to try get a deal I know her"

"Shit lets go" Sam said

I drove as fast as I could and when I got there I saw her sitting on the ground crying I got out the car Sam decided to stay in the car

"God dammit Morgan what have you done?!" I shout

"Nothing ok!"

"Ok so you are just sitting at the place where people make deals to save people!"

"I tried Dean ok but he said my soul was nothing compared to yours!" She sobbed

I sat down next to her

"I know this isn't easy Morgan but-"

"Don't Dean you don't know that it isn't easy because you are always leaving everyone,bringing them back so you don't have to be alone" she screamed at me

"You know what you're right ok you honestly are right" I chucked slightly I looked at the tears steaming down her face

"Let's go talk back at the motel ok?"

.......

This is the talk I was dreading I knew it was going to happen

"Let it out" I said

"What?" She said

"Tell me how you truly feel about me right now go for it" I repeated

"Dean I don't wanna fight with you"

"We aren't going to fight I promise" I said wiping some tears of her cheek

"You know I love you but the fact you are leaving makes me hate you for it, you are leaving knowing that you are the only thing that made me feel safe Dean and yeah you'll say 'you have Sam,Cas and Bobby' but Dean when you die Sam is gonna be a mess the same as Cas and Bobby. And this anniversary is going to be our last and that hurts considering we are meant to be getting married next month and you know part of me hoped that we would have our marriage for a while then decide to have a baby now I won't have any of that because you are leaving me" she broke down in sobs

I sat her on my knee

"There we go baby just let it out it's ok I love you" I try to soothe her

"Can I come join to?" Sam said with tears streaming down his face

"Come here" I said

"You will both be fine"

"But Dean it's actually the end this time the Angels won't pull you out of hell I mean Cas would but he doesn't have that kind of power without God" she started to cry again

"Can you please stop crying now I'm not gone yet" I said my voice breaking a bit

"I will leave you guys to it night guys love you" Sam said leaving

"No chick flick moments" me and Sam said in unison

"Right Dean" Sam laughed leaving the room

"Dean?"

"Yeah babe?" I replied

"Can I be there when the hell hounds um-"

"Morgan I don't know if that's a good idea it's really gruesome and I don't want you to be tormented by it"

"Dean please"

"Ok" I said kissing her

"It's 2am we better think about sleeping" I stated

"This time next week you'll be gone"

she broke down in my arms I didn't say anything I just let her cry and cry until the sobs die down she was asleep I picked her up and carried her to bed and tucked her in

Just as I sat and thought about it I realised I'm actually going to be in hell properly this time

.....

I was sitting deep in thought when I heard someone come in

"Crowley you scared the shit out of me Morgan is asleep shh" I said

"I have came here with an offer for you one that guarantees you and your girlfriend a safety barrier"

.........

Normal POV

I woke up screaming from the worst dream or possibly vision I guess

"Hey hey you ok? What did you see" Dean sat up and tried to comfort me

"I saw it I saw you die" I sobbed

"You're ok you're ok" he comforted me

"I'm guessing you won't wanna sleep now will you?"

"No I'll stay awake and just go watch TV"

"If you're up I'm up" he smiled

"Dean you need your sleep"

"So do you but you are scared and upset so I won't leave you" I said kissing her

.......

"Right tomorrow surprise during the day then night just me and you romantic dinner and a decent motel no hunting" I said going behind her and hugging her

"Okay sounds good thank you" she replied

"What for?" I asked

"For well giving me our last proper night together" she smiled

"You're welcome" I kiss her cheek

"How do you do it?" She asks

"Do what?"

"Be this strong for me when you're the one going next week"

"I do it because whatever, happens happens plus I need to show you everything will be ok" I told her

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