Nervous, aren't you?

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Hey guys!!! Okay, again, Im very sorry for the long wait. I will now start updating every Saturday rather than once every two-three weeks....I hope you guys didnt forget me or the story..Cuz I definately didnt forget about you!!---cheesy I know, but its true! I appreciate you guys so much!! <3

-Krysxox

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Skylar's POV

I woke up to have someone's arms loosely wrapped around me waist. I looked at them and sighed in relief, it wasn't Jason, it was Alex. And another reason of noticing it was Alex's, was that it didn't give me a shock of happiness. Though now, I'm pretty sure all Jason does is just give me sadness and anger.

"He even said he loved me." I found myself whispering.

"He does love you. He always will." I heard a voice come from behind me. I turned around and faced Alex. I leaned in real close.

"He doesn't, and telling me lies isn't going to help me. God, I can't believe I was about to forgive him." I said falling back on to the bed with my hands on my face.

"I'm so stupid, I mean what was I thinking? If he was lying to me before, what makes me that he wouldn't be lying now?" I thought out loud.

"That's the point Skylar! He wasn't lying!" Alex told me in a slight shout.

"You didn't see him did you? I did." I smarted and turned around so my back was facing his. But my back was turned around and I was soon centimeters away from him.

"I saw everything, I was in the middle of it." Alex whispered harshly.

"So then why the fuck are you telling me to forgive him? Hmm?" I yelled.

"Don't give me that tone Skylar Krys." Alex sternly told me. I kind of yielded my head back a little. Alex has never sounded that serious towards me ever.

"It really was a mistake Skylar, Jason was trying to push her off." Alex added.

"Then why didn't he?" I asked calmly.

"He was going to, but then I kind of did it for him by opening the door. If I hadn't come by the time I interrupted, he would've push her off on his own." Alex said, trying to make sense come to me.

"You're his brother, you're just trying to protect him, and I know it." I hesitated. I couldn't believe him and fall for both of their tricks, it would just hurt me more than I already am.

I got out of bed, but I didn't need a last minute glance at Alex to figure out that he was shaking his head at me in disappointment. He's disappointed? Out of everyone in the whole universe, it should be me.

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I've been avoiding Jason all day. I've seen him during breakfast, I could tell that he so desperately wanted to talk to me, or at least explain, but Alex keeps giving him a look of saying, "Give it time".

But no, time won't tell. I'm done.

I went upstairs and closed my door. I have been thinking about whether I should escape or not. I don't want to go back on my promise but...there isn't anything for me to do! Me and Jason are broken up, it's awkward, and who knows. Maybe Jason will go back to the old jerk who sleeps with 20 women a month.

But what I don't know is...why he hasn't done that yet. I mean, he knows I won't give him a chance. He's had his fun in tricking me. So why hasn't he gone back to his old self? Why doesn't he look perfect as usual and now looks like he's dying of sorrow? Is he still trying to keep up the act of a caring boyfriend?

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