Mafia of Mine [Under Editing]

Chapter 12: There is no Calm

You might get confused here but Danny-is Danny the guy; Dani- is the Daniella but sometimes Danny calls her Elle

Daniella

"It'll be ok Elle" Danny hummed as he caressed my head laid on his lap. I was crying my ass out for a guy, I couldn't even recognize myself. I've only met Luca for a short time and already the dude has managed to mess with my head.

<<Danny>>

"You don't know that Danny" I sighed as I felt another tear slip down my cheeks. I was angry, drunk and upset. Those things never a good match. Why do I have to be the one he chose?! My life would've been completely fine if hadn't had met him. I could live with Lila and be with Kaden my ex boyfriend, who Luca scared off somehow. Fuck Luca Clemente! To think I even trusted him when in the first place he's the reason all the guys I ever liked left me, fuck him.

"Yeah, but you do. I mean if you tell him you don't like him what is there left for him to do?" He suggested. Technically he has a point but do I like Luca or not? I thought I did, do I? I am crying over him for fuck sake. Maybe I did, but not anymore.

"Daniella open the fucking door" someone knocked...well more like punched my door. It caused a painful feeling in my chest hearing his voice but that wasn't Dani Shaw. If my father were here he'd be embarrassed of what I've become. A straight up pussy

"On whose fucking command!" I yelled sitting up from Danny's lap and glaring at the door. My hands balled into fist by my sides as Danny tried to calm me down. There is no CALM not anymore

"On MINE!" He bellowed thrashing down the door again that I feared it would break. His response just got on my nerves again. Who the fuck does he fucking think he is but before I could respond my door comes barreling down. Great I'm already fucking broke and he decides to break my door, I'll make a mental note to charge him for that.

"Are you fucking kidding me?!" I hollered standing up clearly outraged by the predicament as both of us were breathing heavily now. Danny moved to calm me down by placing a hand on my shoulder but he flinched away when Luca yelled but none the less continued to fucking glare at Dannyy

"Don't fucking touch her!" He said lowly hinting at a greater danger if he was disobeyed. What the fuck was he talking about? I hadn't realized Danny was holding my hand until he released it from his hold. Oh look the troll is jealous.

"I'm only gonna say this once! Get away from my girl before I do something I probably wouldn't regret" he said carefully taking a step closer. I could see the indent of a gun inserted in between the hem of his pants. He was drunk no doubt about that.

"Dani please you're both drunk and upset. Just relax and talk to each other" Lila desperately pleaded by the doorway. Who's side is she on?! First luring me out to meet this monster and now letting him into our home! What the fuck does Luca Clemente do to manipulate people?!

"He told me to stay away from him Lil after I told him I might like him" and the water works are back nice job keeping it together Dani! "Then I find him in a bar with a red dressed dick sucking slut! Now you tell me to fucking keep my calm?! There is no CALM Lila! I hate him!" Drunk Dani is blunt and brutal, sometimes it's a good thing sometimes it isn't.

"I was wrong okay, I was drunk and-! I love you! I fucking love you! I was about to push that girl away when you came! I won't do that to you. If you would just stop treating me as the villain I could show you how much you mean to me!" He yelled nearly right in front of me his voice ending in a hushed pained whisper that broke might've broken my heart...if I had one.

"You think you love me Luca. You spill the L word every which way your dick swings. Get out of my house." I said in a blank tone staring at the floor. I couldn't think of anything else to say I was exhausted. I didn't want to make things worst than they already are. I just wanted to sleep

"Look me in the eye and tell me you don't feel anything" he spoke desperately grabbing my hand and placing it on his chest. It was beating really fast either from anger or anticipation

<<Luca>>

"Go home Luc" I said carefully detaching my hand from his chest

"Is it him?" Luca said obviously pertaining to Danny. Was it him? No. It was Luca. I think it's Luca. I don't know what to think. I like him, but the more he tries the more he fails and I just hate him...but even I knew that was a fucking lie

"Go home Luca" I spoke firmly making emphasis and holding Danny's hand. He'll probably have a fit but I just wanted him to leave. I can't take much more today. He pursed his lips and nodded making his way out but not before looking me in the eye and saying

"I love you"

"I hope so" I mumbled only low enough for me to hear. Luca paused and I thought he heard me but I guessed wrong when he continued to leave.

I know this wasn't the last I'll see of him. If he loves me he'll come back. That is. If I hadn't pushed him too far.