Daniel's P.O.V.
Day 373 of being without Joey. Day 373 of deep depression. Day 373 of considering suicide. Day 373 of feeling alone.
A part of me died inside whenever Joey drove away from me that day. That was the part that enabled me to be happy. You see, Joey was my happiness. But I am the reason he doesn't sleep next to me at night. I am the reason he is hurting. I am the reason that I am hurting.
It is safe to say that I still love Joey. But I don't think Joey loves me anymore. I have seen his success. His YouTube channel blew up. He is much happier than I could ever make him. He isn't out to his viewers. But I don't think he has to come out to them. I
It is hard loving someone so much that you know will never want you back. You just have to sit there knowing that you did this to yourself. I am the reason that Joey broke up with me. Why did I even sleep with him? Why did I decide to go drink that night? I should have been with Joey. I should have. But I wasn't.
Since I wasn't subbing anymore I took modeling alot seriously. Sure, I used to do a few gigs here and there. But now I am doing much bigger and better things. I work 5 days a week then I have the weekends to myself. You know what would make this "glamorous" model life better? Joey.
Every morning I text him and every night I text him. I always see that he reads it. But he never replies. I know he wants to. But I also know that he is so insanely furious with me and that it would take a gun to his head for him to even mutter hello to me.
I miss the lips that made me fly...
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Authors Note:
This is still very short but I will make them longer soon. Starting tomorrow I will update this story every other day and I will update the Silver Lining on days I don't update this story. I have been neglecting the other one so I will alternate to make sure I don't just waste the story. Anyways thank you guys for reading. I am glad y'all are enjoying it! See y'all next update! xoxo <3
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