Harry Styles Imagines

The Idea of .......part 3

Cara's Pov

I couldn't believe Harry still went to Bermuda without me. Then doesn't even tell me he decided to take Y/n. I can't be upset if something happened between them. Y/n is so nice so in sure she didn't let Harry misbehave but I won't be surprised if they both misbehaved.

This whole situation is all my fault anyway. I did not have to take this job here in Australia.! I only took it out of my pride. Not only my pride but I needed closure from Eric.

Eric and I were together for 2 years. We broke up before Harry and I began to get together. I left Eric for Harry. Eric didn't care about me as much as I cared about him. Eric just stop putting in the time in the relationship. Then out of nowhere Harry just came in & made it all better for me.

I still had feelings for Eric. I mean I was with the man for 2 years. Feelings just don't go away like that. But I knew if I wanted to get really serious with Harry, I needed to settle the past once and for all.

I'm not happy or proud of how I did that.

I slept with Eric. It took a moment while he was inside me, I stared deep into Eric's ocean blue eyes to realize I'm in love with Harry. I began to let tears fall down my cheek as he continued. I flipped him over & stopped us from going any farther. That's how I told him goodbye. It's a bad way to leave a guy but I had no choice.

I called Harry once I settled down. It took a lot of me to bring myself to one piece. I can't even begin to pin point how I can be in love with Harry but I am. I'm not expecting Harry to be in love with me right now. I just expect that we can be more serious to the point where he can fall for me eventually. I fell hard and fast, but Harry is slow in the concepts so I'm prepared to be patient with him because he's who I want.

Y/n's Home

Harry's Pov

We turned off every electronic device that we ever had. We have to deal with each now. Turning off everything was all
Y/n's idea.

"We have made the biggest mistake by doing what we did in Bermuda"

"It wasn't a mistake" I jump into say.

"Yes it was, you have done nothing to help me. You think this is helping?"

"It's not meant to help you, it was meant to define who we are"

"I'll tell you what we are, you are my best friend. we have never been intimate on any level before"

"Yeah no shit. What else is new. "

"Harry why did that happen? We aren't in love"

"You are in love with me & I am in love with you. We just been too afraid to admit that"

"You don't, you just don't, you are pitty me. You made me feel like some charity case. I am not. I am fine with who I am. That intimacy should have never happened between us"

"You know making love to you has definitely opened my eyes to a lot of thing about you and myself. I'm so angry at you for lying all this time to yourself. You think you have everyone fooled with this your so supportive, & I'll always be there act, nobody worry about me & what I want shit. You have everyone but me & Gary fooled. You have been in love with me for a long time now. It's a shame how you think that nobody or even me won't figure it out one day. Your full of shit. You are filling your head of bogus shit. That I'm not allowing you anymore to do. You are going to deal with me, you are going to look me in my eyes & you are going to tell me how much I love with me you are & I'm going to tell you the same thing. "

"Harry we are both full of shit. You aren't being honest about your truth. Here is your truth, you have lied to yourself about us for a long time now. But what I hate most about you is that you knew long before I did & you never did anything about it. You had so much space and opportunity but now you have Cara involved so now I'm looked at as the whore best friend. But the deeper problem with Cara or any other female you decided to entertain, this is the most hurtful. You didn't chose me even when you knew. You always chose someone else. Then when you chose me it was like out of pitty. Now I'm going to be dragged through the mud & hell high water because of what we did. Once she finds out I'm screwed. "

"You are right I didn't choose you..........but I didn't because I knew you weren't ready, I didn't because I knew what place I was in. You are the one who is choose to settle down with. That's the truth. So I entertain anyone who is appealing. I just know I won't settle yet. I'm not ready to. I've always known this. That's the truth"

"Harry you can't give me what I want"

"What makes you think that? I gave you what you want. I can give you anything you want. I am more than capable to do so. How dare you insult me"

"Harry you make it seem like I'm selling my soul to you"

"In case you didn't realize after last night you basically gave me everything of you. I know you had an experience but he didn't fuck or made love to you like I have. So technically I had the honor to take your innocence. So I have all of you. If that's not owning I don't know what is..."

Y/n was about to slap me but I caught her arm that would slap me. I roughed her up & pinned her to couch.

"I hate what you have done to me"

"You love me"

"I can't love you, I'm broken & you are broken. You can't love me like you want to. Your life is fast past. You know that's why you don't want to be with me. You think that if you decided to take us seriously that you would need to make a choice between us & any goal you want to achieve personally. I would never ask you that. You know that & that's what scares you. We aren't good for each other"

"I KNOW I CAN NOT BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW, WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO? WE ARE 2 BEST FRIENDS IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER..........WE HAVE NO CLUE ON WHAT TO DO OR HOW WR GO FROM HERE. THAT IS THE BOTTOM LINE"

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell...I'm so sorry....please don't " I said noticing her eyes watering.

I began to kiss her. Surprisingly she accepted my kisses. I extended the kiss. We were having a full out steamy make out session. Finally we then pulled away for air. I kept her forehead against mine. I held her by her neck. My hand around her neck makes her so weak. That's why i do it. I love making her feel
Powerless to me.

"I'm sorry I yelled at you. I lost my temper. I'm sorry"

"Im sorry too"

We were both painting for air because the intensity of the kiss & plus I'm afraid of what she will do now. I'm on a complete edge. I don't know if she will push me off or save me. I'm hoping she will save me.

Part 4 Sneak Peak

"I'm not obligated to ..........."

"I have nothing but regrets......"