You Been Kinda Off Lately

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You have been waking up the last 3 mornings not wanting to get out if bed. You have been having long days lately. You decline every invite to go out with your friends. You been somewhat short with Harry lately. You just haven't been yourself lately. all you have been wanting to do is stay to yourself.

After you came home from work you just came home to relax. You were laying down on the couch just watching tv but not really watching it. You haven't been on twitter or Instagram in a long time. You decided to go on & see what's going on in the social world. You figure maybe it might make you laugh if something funny comes up. You went on twitter & it was the usual hateful comments & nice comments. Hate tweets don't really get to you like that anymore. But you did see some fans talk about Harry & some other celeb. You seen pictures of them & an article talking about how they flirted & saying it might be the end of you & his relationship.

You do honestly feels some type of way about these pictures but they can be photoshopped so it's not point to be mad. The article did get to you because it's shit like that makes you normal girl like you paranoid. You locked your phone & closed your eyes. Then suddenly on que the doorbell rings. You sluggishly get up to answer it. Your beloved Harry came to surprise you.

"Hey love" Harry greeted you with a kiss & hug.

"Hey babe" you greeted back.

You both came in the sitting room to chill.

"I came to see you babe...I'm worried about you" Harry said

"Why babe?" you ask pretending to act like you don't know

"I hope you dont think I'm too busy to not notice what's been going on." Harry said

"What I'm confused..what are we talking about?" you said

"Babe I noticed you have been off lately. & I'm worried... Are you unhappy with our relationship or something?" Harry asked straight forward

" I can't believe you really asked me that. Harry I'm in love with you & I'm happy with us & I don't doubt that. I just hope you don't let me go for no celeb or anything" you say shading him unnecessarily but you were hurt

"Another celeb yeah?" Harry said mocking you feeling offended by what you just said

"I'm sorry that was said a bit rude but I don't want you to leave me." you said lowering you head & looking at your hands feeling all over the place in your emotions

"I'm not leaving to go anywhere. My place is right here with you." Harry said taking his index finger & lifting your chin up. He moves to sit closer to you.

"Babe tell me what's on your mind..I'm truly worried. You aren't listening to rumors are you?" Harry asked

"No, it's not that at all. I just saw rumors today & the usual stuff & that's not it at all." You said

"Then what is it? you know you can tell me anything" Harry said & those words put your heart at easy

"Have you....ever felt like you know you aren't yourself. Like no one and nothing did anything in particular to you, you just natural feel off?" you asked

"Yes I feel that sometimes. I've been there before plenty of times...I feel it most at times I'm on the road...especially if I'm part from you for long periods of time." Harry said making you smile slightly

"Is it's ever hard for you to put in words to express how your feeling? Because right now I don't know if I have words or ...I don't know I feel all over the place. It's .....it's just a frustrating feeling. I'm never usually off you know" you said

"But it happens to all of us. Were human. There are times where you don't want to talk to nobody, you just what to shut the world out sometimes. & when we are like this for too long you rely on your boyfriend & your friends and family to get you out of that phase." Harry said making you smile fully

"I love you" Harry said simply

"I love you too Harry" you said

"I just want you to really understand that ok. I really really love you. & I'm sorry I haven't been giving you all of my attention. Maybe you won't feel the way you feel. I have been off kinda doing my own thing." Harry said feeling a but guilty

"Harry just because we are in a relationship doesn't mean that you can't do what you want. I know you have been busy, going out & hanging out. I'm ok with that. As long as you remain loyal & faithful to me then that's all that matters. I won't lie I was down a little earlier when I saw some pictures & what your fans was saying about you. That's what made me say what I said earlier, I just got worried at the moment that I may not be enough for you like one day you will suddenly wake up & feel like your unhappy with me.....my emotions are all over the place" you said in defeat

"Babe never be afraid I talk to me. & I don't want you to ever think that ok. But if you do tell me like how you are now so I can remind you that I love you. & your a woman your emotions will be off every now & again it's just in your nature." Harry jokes making you laugh abit.

Harry pulls you into his arms & you lay your head on his chest. You are both cuddled up on the couch comfortable. When you were laying in Harry's arms you felt you were being restored back together. His heartbeat calmed you. You inhaled deeply & exhaled & felt soothed by his aroma. That's when you realized everything that you were feeling didn't matter at all anymore.

"I love you & I want you to know everything is going to be ok love. You have me & nothing will tare us apart." Harry said

"I love you more Harry....more than you will ever know" you said lovingly & happily.

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