Harry Styles Imagines

My Poor Baby

I took off from my house in the middle of the night. I escaped off to Harold's. I saw him last night because we all went to dinner but he ended up staying at someone else house, someone famous for something i don't know & I don't care, but yeah it was  because he didn't feel like driving back. He asked me if I wanted to come with him & me being the dumbass I am said no when I should have said yes.

I don't get too much peace in my home nowadays. I use to when I only saw life to me was  just about me, my brothers , Sea, Lani & Harold & Jesus. But now lately it's been about me trying to be around Sea, Lani & Harold & I think Jesus is annoyed with me.  When I say Jesus I mean God all powerful of course.

"Hey" Harold came into the room. I was awake. He caught me. I still tried to play fake sleep.

"No sleep last night ?"

"I should have went with you"

"I told you so"

"You did told me so"

"Baby it's going to be ok my poor poor baby"

"Life is changing"

"Change can be good"

"It can. But I don't like that I loose my peace of mind. My house is suppose to be peaceful. "

"Don't you think it's time now?"

"No nobody loves me I'm ok with that" I said and buried myself in the covers hiding my face because I laugh. Relationships stupidtationships

"No your not, you want to be loved, love is amazing" he said tickling me

"No I don't want anybody" I say through laughter

"But we both know that's not true. The right hasn't met you yet" he said still poking & tickling me. Finally he stopped & just laid next to me. I calmed down from him tickling me.

"You can't care about hurting your brother's feelings. It's not about hurting him, it's about being honest. You always have known that truth & honesty has always been the most important gift we as individuals have to share"he said and he makes me mad because this idiot actually listens to the things that come out of my mouth

"You actually remember the things  I say?" I asked him

"You don't give yourself enough credit. Way deep deep deep deep down, looking past all your craziness you are very wise. " he said making me laugh

"Well i am a realist "

"Be real & say what needs to be said."

"Your right. I just have to find the words to say it in a way so he won't get defensive about it"

"You will. & once when you do find the words, don't hold back"

"Ok"

"& For the record.....the love is beautiful but her maturity needs a extremely amount of work, you have every right to loose patiences with her"he admits

"No kidding"I said.

Harold always has my back.

"I wouldn't trust her"

"Oh I don't. I can't trust a person that creates a problem out of someone that has nothing to do with the real issue" I said

"She ruined her opportunity to be trustworthy in thine sight "

"You know what we say"

"Guilty is guilty until proven innocent" we both at the same time & laughed 

"Thank you for being here for me. & helping me regain my peace of mind"

"I'm always here for you"

"And I really appreciate it" I said