Why is it You? [BTS Jungkook Fanfiction]

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

"Unity is strength... when there is teamwork and collaboration, wonderful things can be achieved."

-Mattie Stepanek

Jungkook POV

Rap Monster stares at me with wide eyes. I bite my lip, eager to hear his next comment. I can hear the other BTS members whispering to each other, but I ignore them. All I can focus on in this world right now is Rap Monster.

He finally lets out an exhale to interrupt the silence, slowly shaking his head. "Jungkook..."

"No- you can't. Please, Hyung- I want to stay. I like her. I like everyone here"

Rap Monster bites his lips and closes his eyes for a long time. "If our manager hears about this-"

"And he won't," I interrupt. "He won't hear a thing. I promise that I'll try to keep this a secret. I'll try to not take things too far"

"You better. If things get serious between you two, it'll get even harder to break up. You understand that, right?" Rap Monster asks me. I open my mouth, but nothing comes out. He's right- I have to eventually graduate from school and go back to the band. That means I have to separate from her. And the closer I am with her right now, the harder it will be to separate with her in the future.

"I- I know..." I mutter, looking down. "I know" It's just too hard to let go now.

"I'm glad" Rap Monster smiles at me. He puts a hand on my shoulder, nods, and then shuffles back to the van with the other members. I softly smile as I watch the van leave.

But as the van leaves, so does my heart. My chest hurt more than ever.

Rian POV

I stare at the ceiling of the room, grinning stupidly. I hug my pillow tightly and close my eyes, exhaling joyfully. Jungkook... Jungkook... Since when did he become so attractive? His eyes are shiny, especially when he smiles cutely. He's totally my type.

I shift to my right, still hugging my pillow. "Jungkook, Jungkook... Wherefore thou art Jungkook?"

I turn to rest on my back, finding myself staring at the ceiling again. I think about the train ride, our trips in Busan, and the night at the hotel. A smile suddenly creeps upon my face without telling me. I blink and immediately shake my head to wear the smile off, and then turn my body to the left.

"Stop it, Rian- you have no chance. Jungkook would never go out with a girl like you" I whisper to myself. "Don't fool yourself, you'll only regret it later..."

I sigh and slowly close my eyes. I need to go to sleep fast, before I can think about anymore hurtful thoughts. Hurtful but true. I sigh loudly and once again shift to my right.

"Ah, What the heck! Stop making noises, I can't sleep!" Jenny suddenly groans from the other side of the room. I make a face and stick my tongue out at her, though I perfectly know she can't see me in the dark.

"Sorry" I mutter as I quickly adjust my pillow and close my eyes.

"But..."Jenny suddenly whispers, causing me to open my eyes. I can hear her sitting up from her bed, and I frown in confusion. She turns on the lamp next to her, and hugs her knees closer to her stomach. I sit up from my bed.

"Rian... I have a question to ask you" She mutters, looking down at her feet. I frown- why is she suddenly talking to me like this?

"There's a girl I know..." She starts off. "I'm really close to her. She has a father who works in a rich company. But if that company is overpowered by another company, what should the girl do?"