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Death and it's thought


I want to die.

Not in the depressing way or the mental way. But in the curious way. I want to die so that I can meet God and have all of the answers to life's little wonders.


But I don't.

I don't want to die. I have so much to look forward to that I can't just give up my soul now. I can't sell my soul to hell and fly up to heaven. I have people that will miss me. I have things in life that to me, matter.


But that's just me.

I don't think I'm bipolar but I might have a little condition that allows me to go from 0 to 100 back to 0 very quickly. I don't call it bipolar. I call it showing my different sides at the same time. Or letting the devil hang with the angel. But that's just me. I don't feel the need to be one way with everyone.






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