Lost Girls (Black Veil Brides Part 2)

Digital Life

Emily's POV
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Once all the guys went to bed I snuck into the bunks and open my bag and put on a sip up black jacket that had safety pins on the shoulders but I left it unzipped and I put the hood it hade over my head. I see Andy holding infinitys necklace. "I'll find her. I promise" I whisper. I grab my laptop and grab two monsters and Andys cigarettes and lighter and an ashtray and walk to the back lounge. I quietly close the door and lock it. I plug in my laptops charger and set down my stuff on a table next to the couch and sit down. I make sure the hoods covering my head. I plug in my headphones and turn on my laptop. Once my laptop turns on I open a webpage and turn on music. I look up and grab one of andys cigarettes and light it and take a drag. I pull up a few tabs on my computer then picture flashed in my head. "no.... I can't think of her. She broke my heart" I say. Soon I get a message on skype. I open it and see it from my ex Ellie. "Hey. Something's wrong I can sense it. Are you ok?" The message said. "No. My friend got kidnapped.... I need your help hacking her phone and I need you to download some stuff from the.... Deepweb(if you don't know what that is then don't look it up. Unless you really like creepy shit like me) that's the only place that has the software I need and I can't take to long doing this" I message back. I take another drag from the cigarette. Soon a Skype call popped up. I answer. "I'll help. Send me her information" Ellie said. It was weird hearing her voice agin. I take a few more drags of the cigarette and then I crush it in the ashtray. "Are you smoking agin?" Ellie asked. "Yup. It helps calm me down. And why do you fucking cafe" I say. I open one if the monsters and take a drink and set it down. I pull up some hacking software and start hacking infinitys phone and tracking it. My hands where moving so fast. It was like I was lost in the computer. "I found when it was last used and I found out it's shut off" Ellie said and hung up. I turn my music back on start using the stuff Ellie sent me and I found exactly where infinity was. "I found you" I say. I finish off the other two monsters and shut off my laptop and sneak out of the Lounge and put everything back but I grab one if andys cigarettes and keep his lighter. I plug in my headphones and Blair music and quietly get off the bus. I light the cigarette and take a drag. Memories of my past with hacking flashed in my head. These memories caused me so much pain when they happened. I was never doing it agin. Because I have some enemies that would love to kill Jake if they found me. They wanted to cause me pain. Actually one of my enemies are the one that set the building that my dad was in on fire. It pissed me off. I take another drag. Soon someone came out of the bus so I run and hide in a shadow. Weird I know but I blended in really well, "Where the hell is my lighter" Andy said. His voice sounding with pure sadness. I walk out of the shadow I hade hid in. I walk over to Andy and hold out his lighter. "How many have you taken?" Andy asked. "Two..... Their the only thing that calms my insanity" I say. "It's ok. As long as you don't tell Jake I'll be fine with you smoking. Jake hates you smoking" Andy said and lit a cigarette. "Thank you" I say. "How did you meet infinity?" Andy asked. "It's a funny story actually. I was just cm scrolling threw my laptop in the video game and then i liked this person and they was my Unser name which said Fallen_Angle_BVB and they messaged me and we become friends and that how I met infinity" I say and smile remembering that time, I finish the cigarette and throw it on the ground and step on it. "Good night" I say. I sneak into the bus and go take a shower. I get out and blow dry my hair and put on the normal black shirt and black leggings. I walk out and out my stuff in my bag and lay next to Jake. I soon fall asleep and of course I have a nightmare
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I was in a old fashioned looking house. Everything was black. I look down and see I'm wearing a old fashioned black ball gown. I hear Old music playing somewhere. I run to the music and see something I never wanted to see. I saw Jake kissing infinity. I gasp and step back. "You pathetic girl. Did you really thing I loved you" Jake said while pushing me back. Soon I trip and fall down. Infinity came over and kicked me in the gut. I laid their crying then I soon stand up and walk into a ball room and see all my dead family dancing in ball gowns and suits. I gasp and look up and see my mom dad and sister hanging from the ceiling with a rope around their neck. I scream with tears running down my face
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Suddenly I woke up to Jake shaking me. I push him off and look around. I realized I was awake. I sigh and lay down. Jake put his arms around me. "Another nightmare?" Jake asked. I nod my head. "Same as usual?" Jake asked. I shake my head. "Would you like to talk about it?" Jake asked. I shake my head. I turn to Jake and snuggle into his chest. I take in his cent trying to calm myself. "Did you smoke agin?" Jake asked. I was gunna lie but.... I couldn't lie to Jake. "yes..... How did you know?" I ask. "I can smell monster and cigarettes on your breath" Jake said. "I'm sorry. It the only thing that calms my insanity." I say. "I thought how I smell helped you" Jake said. "How you smell calms my nerves. My insanity is really hard to calm down" I say. Jake nodded his head. I lay their. Not moving. Not blinking. Barely even breathing try to calm myself down. My insanity was acting up A LOT. I grab my phone and plug in my headphones and play music. I felt someone starring at me so I open my eyes and see Jake. My music was helping a lot for some reason. I scoot over to Jake and sit on top of him and kiss him and lay my head on his chest. He ran his hand threw my hair and held his other arm around me. Soon I black out agin and soon wake up to people whispering by me. I secretly pause my music and see Jake and Andy talking. "I swear when we find her I'm going to marry her. We'll someday like not right when we find her" Andy said sitting on the floor. "Wow. You really love infinity" Jake said. "Yeah. How's Emily? I heard her crying earlier" Andy asked. "She had another nightmare. I feel horrible that she hast to have all this happening to her." Jake said and grabbed my hand but didn't look at me. "They both have such a shitty past. Bug the perks for you Is now you don't haft to meet Emily's father. He looked scary in all the photos I've seen" Andy said. "Yeah. That's true" Jake said. I turned my music back on. I didn't want to hear shit about my family. I grab some of the extra blanket and hold onto it and turn my music to full blast. Soon I feel someone wrap both of their arms around me and I indemnity knew it was Jake. I turn to him and Kiss him. "Good night" I whisper and then finally fall asleep.