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Emily's POV
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Once all of miw left I stood up and walked to the bunks and got in me and Jakes bunk. He turned to me and warped both his arms around me. "Finally your back" Jake whispered in my ear. "You were asleep" I say and put my hand in his hair. Jake kissed me and pulled me closer to him while kissing me. I pull away and hold my lips to his neck. I heard him make a noise and I laugh. "I'm definitely not used to this stuff" I say and snuggle into his chest. "What. Normal relationship stuff?" Jakes asked. "You forget. I've only had internet relationships. So your the first person I've dated that has kissed me" I say and sit on top of Jake and lay my head on his chest. "Really?" Jake asked. "Yes. You are my first everything" I say and listen to jakes breath and start running my hand threw his hair. "Why is it when it's just me and you. You act different. More loving. Caring" Jake said. "I put up walls around people. But when it's just you and infinity I put my walls down" I say. I put my free hand on jakes cheek. Suddenly I heard people yelling at each other. It was Andy and infinity. Then I heard someone get off the bus. "Nope. I ain't letting that happen AGIN" I say and get out of the bunk and grab a book. I walk out of the bunks and walk over to Andy and smack him with a book. "YOU FUCKING IDIOT" I yell. "JUST LISTEN TO HER SIDE OF THE STORY FOR ONCE" I yell. I throw the book at him. I turn around and walk back to the bunks and lay back in me and jakes bunk. Suddenly I went into a fit of coughing. I quickly sit up trying to Stop coughing. Jake rubbed my back. Soon I stop coughing. "My yelling was to much for my lungs" I say and lay back down. "Here. Want me to get this neon shit off your face for you?" Jake said. "Yes please" I say and grab my makeup wipes and hand them to him. I close my eyes as he took off my makeup. Soon he finished. "Thank you" I say and lean up and kiss him. "Stay in the jean shorts though" Jake said. I laugh. "Not happening. I hate wearing shorts" I say. "Scars?" Jake asked. "Yes. But I didn't do them to myself. When I was younger I was running in the woods. And it was really hot outside so I had on shorts. And I ran threw a big bush of thorns and I didn't feel it then but it cut the shit out if my legs. I didn't feel it till my mom screamed when she saw me and I looked down and saw cuts and blood. And the cuts were so deep they scared my legs" I say and show the scars on my legs. "Wow. How did you not feel that?" Jake asked. "I didn't feel anything much" I say and stand up. I grab some clothes and walk into the bathroom and take off my bracelet and my necklaces and take a shower. After my shower I dried my hair with my towel a little but didn't completely dry it. I put on a black shirt and black thin cloth shorts. I put my clothes in my bag and walk into the main area and get a water bottle. I look over and see Andy crying. I set down my bottle of water and walk over to him. I sit next to him and rub his back. "Emily I need advice" Andy said and looked at my. I pull my knees into my chest. "What's up?" I ask. "Do you think infinity is sleeping with Ricky behind my back? Because I found this love bite on her neck" Andy said. "What!. Fuck no. Infinity would NEVER do that to you. You forget she got kidnapped and raped by Vic." I say. "What? Who's Vic?" Andy asked. "She hasn't told you. Pierce the veil kidnapped her and Vic raped her. So she must have gotten the mark from Vic" I say. "Oh god. Now I feel like a jackass. I haft to go talk to her" Andy said and shot up and got off the bus. "Got that taken take of" I say and walk into the bunks and plop into me and jakes bunk. "So you repaired their relationship? Agin" Jake asked. "Yup. It's like im the fucked up version of Cupid" I say and laugh. "You not fucked up" Jake said. I immediately grab my drawing book and hand it to him. "look threw that. In that book is the stuff that goes threw my mind" I say and take started going threw it. "Ok now I understand. But I still won't think your fucked up. Because I know you" Jake said and pushed my hair behind my ear. I put my hand in my hair and hold up my bangs. "I need to dye my hair. And cut it" I say. "You dye you hair?" Jake asked. "Just my tips. I wanna dye them black this time" I say and look at the faded blue. "I like the blue though" Jake said and played with my hair. "I've only done the blue. I started to dye my hair two years before my dad died" I say and grab my drawing book and grab a black pencil and look at Jake and start to draw him. "Remember the first time me met" Jake said. "Of course I do" I say nothing taking my eyes off the page. "Did you think that this would happen?" Jake asked. "Of course not. Before this I was a girl with no family with nothing that went her way. It was like I was cursed. Then I met you and the guys and infinity and me and met for the fist time and it felt like the curse was broken" I say. "So tell me about your past relationships" Jake said and smiled. I make a very small mistake in the drawing but leaving it since it looked better with it. "Well I dated a girl named Kourtney and she was from Georgia. She didn't mean much. Then a guy named Dominik from LA. The Ellie from Texas...... She meant the most to me. Me and her dated for about four years..... We helped each other threw everything she treated me like a queen and I treated her like a god. We helped each other with our insanity. Then when my mom died I told my dad about her and he said he would fly me to meet her but when I told her about me going to meet her she broke up with me. Saying she never loved me and hoped I would slit my throat" I say and I close my book and let a few m tears fall. "God. I'm sorry" Jake said and pulled me into his chest. "I'm just glad that I'm not with her anymore" I say and wipe away my tears. "I've never heard you sing before" Jake said which was random. "Nope" I say. "Pleaseeeeee" Jake whined. "No. Singing is not my talent. Fighting, and playing guitar are my talents" I say and crack my knuckles. "Well let's get some sleep. We've been talking for about three hours" Jake said and wrapped both his arms around me. "Oh by the way tomorrow me and infinity are going to lunch then going shopping. She doesn't know but I'm forcing her to go" I say. "Ok.... Wait... You shopping?" Jake asked. "We're going to HotTopic" I say. "Ok that makes sense" Jake said and soon i heard Jake asleep. I laugh then get comfy and close my eyes and fall asleep
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