Glad I Met You [ MUKE ]

Part Ten

LUKES POV

"Cal. I've been thinking.." I start to say as my laptop rings. It was Michael. I smile answering the call with Calum beside me. Calum starts smiling as I the call now shows Michael and Ashton smiling as well.

"Luke. I have a question for you." Michael says smiling but sort of serious. I smile but am kind of nervous.

"Yea?" I say back nervously, but I don't know why I was nervous at all. He smiles as ash pushes him saying,

"Go on Mikey." Ash says nudging his shoulder.

"Alright. Luke I know we have only really new each other for like 3 months about but will you be my boyfriend?" He says and immediately I feel happy and bad. I didn't know what was going on with me. I thought, don't I want this. But my mind was telling me one but I was disagreeing.

"I'm s-sorry." I say quickly ending the call looking down. I thought for a moment, why did I do that but then I realized it was right.

"Luke. What just happened?" Calum asked me as my eyes began to water.

"I-I don't know. I couldn't say yes, I barely know him. If I want a boyfriend then I want him to be here and not on a computer. Calum what the fuck did I just do? O h my fucking god what did I just do." I ask over and over.

I call Michael back to see tears falling down his face. "Michael." I say but get interrupted by him.

"Luke. Just please. I thought you were liked me. At least me, Calum, and Ash did. I guess we were wrong. I-I'm sorry about all this." He says while looking down with his eyes dripping reaching to end the call.

"Wait Michael. I don't knowing what just fucking happened I panicked. I'm so-" I start saying but again get interrupted.

"Luke. Just stop. You don't like me. I get it. I'll be okay, I just need to go." He says hanging up.  My eyes start to tear up more.

"Calum I just fucked up my life! I wanted to fucking be with him! What the fuck is wrong with me!" I say crying to Calum. He tried to calm me down but nothing worked. He later next to me in bed trying to still calm me down. Nothing worked.

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MICHAELS POV

"Ash. I'm sorry." I say running quickly out of the house. I run to a near spot I go to. It was a small pond with not a single bench and no one was ever there. Ash knew about it and was probably headed to it. All I do is sit there and cry my eyes out.

The next thing I knew was Ash pulling up in his car taking me back him. The whole 1 minute ride back all I was doing was crying. He carries me in, obviously he was strong. "A-ash. I loved him. And he didn't love me."

I say as my eyes release a water fall of tears. Ash sits up on my bed as I lay down crying on him. He holds my hand wiping the tears away, something I wish Luke could do if he was here for me. "Mikey. Shhhhhh it's gonna be okay. I'm sure he just isn't ready."

He says as I just cry and cry. "He probably never loved me." I say curling up in a ball against Ashton, resting my head on his chest.

"Mikey it's gonna be okay. We have each other. You and Luke can just be friends, that's okay right?" Ash asks as I just shake my head. "I want to be more than friends with him though.
Ash I fucking loved him."

"Mikey. I'm sure it's going to be okay. Maybe he didn't want a relationship." Ash says still holding my hand as I cry on his chest.

"That's all I wanted. I wanted him to be more than just friends with me." I say back as ash calms we down.
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LUKES POV

"What if I just officially ruined my chances with him?" I say still shocked at how I acted.

"Then text him. I'm sure he would want to know why you did that."

Me: hi Mikey. I'm sorry for before I don't know what I did. And don't believe I don't love you because I definitely do. I love you Michael. I just want a boyfriend that could be here with me.

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MICHAELS POV

Luke: hi Mikey. I'm sorry for before I don't know what I did. And don't believe I don't love you because I definitely do. I love you Michael. I just want a boyfriend that could be here with me.

I read this still crying from when I asked him. I didn't know how to reply. I mean what way could I. All I wanted was him to be my boyfriend. Ever since we started to skype I knew we were meant. Maybe I was wrong.

Me: Luke. I'm sorry for what I did. I really thought I had a chance but I get it. I'll still be here if you need to talk but this is bye for now from me. I just need to think about some things. I love you Luke.

I answer back sighing. Ash reads the message. "Mikey. Why did you say goodbye?"

He asks as I sigh from what I said.

"It's just what I needed to do for myself."