MICHAELS POV
I feel horrible. I promised Luke something that I wouldn't do and I did it. My family came over last night and they were rude. They were telling me that Luke and I would never last. Also that why would I date a guy when I can date a girl. Just everything.
Me: babe
Babe: yeah what's wrong
Me: I'm sorry
Babe: Mikey what happened
Me: I'm so fucking sorry Luke
Babe: MIKEY! WHAT HAPPENED!
Me: I promised you and I broke it fuck I hate myself
Babe: babe! What happened?!
Me: I cut myself Luke
Babe: Mikey why
Me: my family
Babe: what happened
Me: they told me that we would never last and I should marry a girl
Babe: how many
Me: 10
Babe: babe.
Me: I'm so fucking sorry Luke fuck I'm sorry
Babe: babe. call me
Me: I'm crying Luke
Babe: I don't care
Me: I look like a fucking mess
Babe: babe I don't care I need to see you
Me: Luke I'm literally a mess rn
Babe: I don't fucking care
Me: fine
Babe: call me
"Babe let me see." He says as soon as the call connects. I shake my head crying.
"Babe now. Let me see." He says again as more tears rush down my face.
"I-I'm sorry." I say showing my waste.
"Fuck babe. They're so deep. Why couldn't I fucking be there now." He says looking like he was about to cry.
"I'm sorry." I say full on crying. My face is in my hands and I just cry out.
"Shhh. Babe. Babe it's going to be okay." He says trying to comfort me. I wipe my eyes leaving them red and puffy.
"I hate myself Luke. I fucking hate myself." I say crying even more than I thought I could.
"Is there anymore. And don't lie to me." He says as I slightly nod. I stand up pulling the side of my pants down. On the side of my waist was LUKE made of cuts.
"Babe." He says tearing.
"Fuck I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm just a fuck up. I don't even get why you love me. I'm barely able of keeping myself okay." I say hitting my head with my hands.
"Babe stop it now! You aren't a flipping fuck up at all. I love you no matter what. You can be fucking insane and I will still love you. I will always be here for you. Don't take it out on yourself." He says as I cry even more.
"I'm sorry."
"Babe shh. Don't be sorry." He says back sighing.
"I love you." I say back wiping more tears away.
"I love you too." He says as we both kiss the screen.