Glad I Met You [ MUKE ]

Part Fourty Nine

LUKES POV

School is horrible. I just want to drop out. I wanna ask my mum but I know she won't let me. I just want to. I can't take it anymore. People are assholes honestly. School is just so fucking stressful I can't with it. I don't know why I did this to myself. It was in the moment and I thought I had no other choice. I wish I hadn't done it. Fuck.

Me: I'm sorry

Babe: Luke what do u mean

Me: I'm sorry

Babe: baby what do you mean

Me: I'm crying about it Mikey. I'm sorry

Babe: Luke! Tell me!

Me: my arm. Mikey my arm

Babe: Luke no omg no Luke

Me: I'm sorry

Babe: baby why

Me: school. Just fucking everything Mikey I can't anymore with everything

Babe: Luke I'm always here okay? Text me or call me whenever. Baby please no more

Me: I thought I needed it it made it better

Babe: but now it isn't gonna have the same effect Luke. It's happened to me. I don't want it to happen to you

Me: I'm sorry.

~ MICHAELS POV ~

After Luke had texted me this I started to cry. I quickly open my laptop and skype him. I don't care that it's 5 AM for me. I'll talk to him whenever he needs me.

"Babe." I say quickly into the camera as he answers. He starts immediately crying more.

"Babe listen. I love you okay? I don't want you to do that again. Please for me Luke. Okay look this is what happens when you do it for long and it stays for long." I say pulling down my pants halfway showing him all my scars and then showing him my wrist. He begins to cry even more, as I do.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking. I-I I'm sorry." He manages to get out crying.

"C-can I see th-them." I ask scared but I need to. Luke shakes his head slightly. I sigh sadly.

"Please babe. I'll show you mine." I say back tearing.

"Y-you have m-more?" He asks. I nod when he turns his wrist around.

"Luke. Omg. Babe please. No more." I ask looking at his full arm of scars that were brand new.

"I'm sorry. I won't. N-now yours." He says as I roll up my sleeve showing him. He tears up as I do.

"Babe. No more for both of us okay?" He says which I nod at.

"I love you Luke. I want you to remember that. And every time you cut yourself your doing it to me too. I'll try for you too babe." I say as he nods.

"I wish you were here with me." He says looking down.

"I know babe. I wish I was there with you too." I say sadly.

"Please come here to London." He says as I nod.

"I will as soon as I can. I promise don't worry." I say starting to smile but with tears in my eyes.

Luke slightly smiles.

"I love you." He says putting his face closer to the screen.

"I love you too baby." I say kissing the screen as he does.

"Soon and that will happen for real." I say to him as he smiles.

"Good. Thanks for being here Mikey. Even if it's in the middle of the night." He says as I smile.

"I'm always here and you don't need to thank me. I don't care what time it's gonna be, I'll always be here." I say back.

"Well go to sleep baby. I love you." Luke says smiling.

"I love you too. Be strong baby." I say hanging up.

After that I went back to sleep for about 2 hours. I after that went to work kind of sad because what had happened. But work went well and there are only 11 days. I just want to see him and hug him and kiss him. Fuck I love him.

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Hi guys! I'm sooo sorry for this sad chapter! I had really nothing to write! But even though it seems like the end is coming, but it isn't. I'm deciding on writing a second book or just making this one longer. Idk what do you guys think?