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Side Chapter: Mitch's Insanity

(Go read chapter 9!<3
Lil side chapter.. From Mitch's POV!)

I've always been the second choice.
Never more than just a friend.
He never realized how much it hurt to be nothing more than his brother.
Nobody could ever see my pain.
Nobody understands.

I've had to sit by for years upon years, faking the same smile as I watched my only love pine after every other boy but me.

I was never good enough for him.
I'm still not.

This constant torture has changed me.

I fear what I have become.

I am not sick.

I am not mental.

It was a choice, which scares me the most. The therapist told me.

They were born with it, the other boys here. It's not their faults what they are. So blind, they've become deadly.
It's not their fault, it's that damn boy. He triggered it.

They call us Yanderes. The best way to describe it is love sick.

..
Or simply murderers.

It was so easy, killing that is.

I killed him.

That first boy Jerome was after.

And I comforted him through the heartbreak, loving holding his sobbing form in my arms.

And the next.

And the next.

And the next.

And the next.

Rival after Rival, I slaughtered them all. I wasn't going to let anyone stand in my way.

I suppose they are right in some ways when they call me a Yandere.
Except I'm not after precious "Senpai".

I have no interest in the boy stealing my lover.
No interest in anything except his death.

I've killed before, I'll gladly do it again.

Until Jerome realizes.

Then we'll be happy. And everything will turn out find.

I won't get caught like that stupid Ty kid.

I don't get caught.

I'll never get caught.

Nobody sees it.

Nobody sees me falling.

Nobody is there to stop me.

I'm so scared. So terrified of what I have become. I often lay awake at night, crying about the day's events.

But you know what?

In the end, it will be worth it.

I fear myself.
I fear judgement.
I fear loosing him.

I will not lose him.
He will be mine.

If we get enough votes/comments/support on this.. I might do another(longer) one for Ty.. ;)