Psychopath V •• J.J.K [COMPLETED]

Suicide Note

**UNEDIT ~

About three months ago, Lynn had lost contact with Jungkook once again, though she had hope that he'd return for her and hopefully see his son be born but even during labor Jungkook wasn't even around to witness the birth of his son.

She got her voice back thanks to V for delivery the potion to her, she wondered where Jungkook has gone of to but V also has no clue where he is at. She ask about her other three children and V has told her that Lea, Ailee and Aleeya has been with their grandparents for some time now and it seems like Jungkook has abandoned the three to be with Athena.

Lynn did felt hurt and betrayed because he kept his promise for being with her, sadly that promise had been smashed.. It took Lynn weeks to find courage to get herself together and not focus on the man that didn't even come visit her.

Instead of trying to ruin her life with drugs or self harm, her only shining light now was the one that was crawling around the floor as he explored the living room.

Lynn helped her healthy nine months baby boy named King pick up his toys that were scattered all over his room. She was so happy that he came out out despite what has happened to her in the past, but she brush off the thought and kept her focus on her son.

"C-Come on let's get yourself cleaned up" she says.

She lifted him up while he nibbled on his baby fingers.

She opened the bathroom door and walked inside. She then started to take of his clothes throwing it in the laundry basket, then twisted the handle on the bathtub giving it a warm feeling of water flowing inside.

King tried to climb up the bathtub getting Lynn's attention, "Okay okay hold on little dumpling" she chuckles. She placed him inside the warm bath filling it up with bubbly soap and rubber duckies floating around him.

"Kyaaa~" King giggles as his mother washes his soft baby body.

"Do you like that?" She chuckles.

King laughs again in responds as the warm water flows his body.

"Alrighty then we are done" she says poking his cheeks making him giggle more.

she grabbed the totoro towel rubbing it around him, with a wrap of the towel she picked him up again taking him to his room giving him new clothes to wear.

"Okays so now that we're all cleaned up what would you like to do?" She sigh when realizing there wasn't much to do at all.

She was always busy, cleaning her other three children room, but it's just her and her son now.

"Want to get some ice cream then?" She says.

King only nodded and with that Lynn lifted him up in her arms taking a sweater and her purse with her.

She locked her apartment condo that Jungkook had given her and breath a little.

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The two went into a small mini mart and picked an ice cream. Once Lynn was done paying she sat down on a bench placing King next to her.

"M-mo-momma" he spoke.

"Yes yes hold on, I'll give you one" she says.

She opened the lid and scooped a small portion of sweet landing inside his mouth. He licked his lips begging for more, she kept scooping and feeding the baby.

"It's good isn't it" she says.

King clapped his hands still wanting more.

"I think that's enough for today, too much sweet can ruin your perfect little teeth" she says touching his baby lips.

The whole afternoon was playing in the park, eating some street food and dinner at restaurant. Soon night filled the up sky making tons of city people partying and enjoying the day.

King has already fallen asleep in her hands while they walked on their way home.

Once they reached their apartment she pressed on the elevator to go up the 7th floor, stepping on the level she walked to the right side of the hallways.

A small gasp escape at the image a pink rectangular box happened to be laying on the floor.

Lynn walked towards it picking it up and unlocking the door. She locked the inside placing her son in his room while she rips off the cover of the mysterious box.

Tears swelled up when bundles of roses were in view attaching a note next to it.

Her hands shook as she was trying to reach for the note, quickly she grab a hold of it flipping it to read.

Dear Lynn,
How have you been for the past months or so? How's our child doing? I'm pretty sure your doing way better than i am because I'm not. Lynn I just want to apologize for not visiting you during your labor and for not being there with you like I promised. I know you can't forgive me on this because I know how angry and frustrated you must've been waiting for me all day and I let you down. I don't really have much time left and I really don't have the guts to come and speak to you so it's all here in paper.

Lynn..maybe we're not meant to be together maybe this is really a good bye. Reasons why I'm breaking up with you is because the more you stay with me the more I kept hurting you and I can't do it any more, I've done so much shit to you that I can't believe you keep forgiving me and I don't deserve your forgiveness, I don't want you to do that anymore, I don't want you to keep telling me that it's okay to hurt you because it's not okay, I want you to be happy, I want you to live your life to the fullest without any complications. I need you to stop forgiving me and just let your anger out. Do you realize how happy you are right now? You have no problems no drama in your life and that's what I want you to feel. I want you to feel nothing but happiness no more hardship no punishment.

I'm sorry that I've destroyed our family and our relationship, I'm sorry that this is will be my last time in writing to you. I'm sorry for causing so many pains for you ...that I just want to end your pain...I'm taking all the hardship and the torture that you've kept in that body for so many years and I'm taking all of it with me.

So Lynn...I just want you to know that ..I love you no matter what happens to me and I can only hope that one day I'll see you smiling again and hopefully find someone you love because I can't give you that love that you desiring right now. I hope the man that's in your new life will take care of you better than I did, and love you better than I did. Don't worry too much about me, the gods will take me in and I'll be your angel always looking out for you from time to time.

Hey Lynn...please don't cry anymore okay? So this is my final goodbye...I love you Lynn don't forget about me, I won't forget about you. Keep me in your heart and I'll keep you in mine. And thank you for giving the one thing that I needed the most... Something that I haven't experienced before I met you, thank you for showing me what Love is. Keep smiling okay ...

J.J.K
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**CUTT~~ugh I hate writing letters because I fail on doing so T_T