Pretty little lies *Chris brown*

Chp.28 Shy'low Heart

Jhene pov,

Jay just got out of the hospital yesterday because one of Chris homeboys shout him.I've been doing a lit of thinking lately abd I'm starting to have second guess.

I sat up in bed.Looking at the ground.Just thinking.Jay sat up in the bed.

"Baby,What's wrong-" He asked about to touch me when I moved out the way

I sniffed and walked in the bathroom.Jay got up and sat on the counter.When I was done taking a shower Jay was gone.I put on the outfit in the media with my hair in a messy bun with my all white socks.

Cleo was sound asleep in her princess room.I sat in the grand piano room playing on my all white piano.I played one of a classics when Jay walked in.

"Sounding like an angle every time" Jay said walking over to me

When I head his voice tears rushed throw my eyes and i stopped playing.He's behind me now.I blink the tears away but they seem to appear like a stormy day on a windshield.

"Baby,what's wrong?" Jay asked

I was quite.I'm breaking out in tears now after a full minute goes by.Like someone close to me just died.

"Its okay,baby-It's okay"Jay assured me,Turing me around face to him

I sniffed and he studies my face with a hand on my shoulder.

"Jay,I'm leaving you" I said,without a second thought, bracing myself for the worst thing that's going to ever happen to me.That's gonna change me and cleos whole lives

Jay was quite.My head was dropped and my hands covered my face as I sobered.

"What?" he asked "What you talking about?" He said

"You'll be better off without me"

"What?-No!-We been together for the longest now--We finally have a family now and you bout to leave me?--I--Did I do something?" Jay asked

"Its not you" I stated

"Was it that nigga?" He asked with his eyebrows raised ready to fight

I shock my head at him,Shameful and walked away still whipping tears.

"Jhene-"

"Why can't you see I'm bad for you!" I yelled my pulse pounding

Jay looked at me with his eyebrows pushed together.

"We have a fucking daughter--and if risking yo life over something so stupid--And if you not gone be here for Cleo when she gets older--than we done" I said

Jay paused.

"Fuck baby" He drugged out
"Why you gotta talk like that" Jay said rubbing his head walking to a chair

I looked at him.

"Fine" He said giving up "You say it I'll do it-You say it I'll do it" he assured me

I can't leave Jay.And if I do then who am I going to look forward to when I wake up and go to sleep at night? I mean,he says he's gonna get his act right but really it's not about him.Its about me.Chris is gonna do something to Jay cause I'm still with him and I'm scared that I may and might put jays life in harm.

I love me enough for the all of me, Jay and Cleo.He just got shout last mouth over me and I want Cleo to have a dad growing up.Blessed that it wasn't something serious.Me and Jay can't help it.Were mad deep in love and there's no Turing back.It just is what it is.

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