Imagine... The Beatles (Book Two)

my story

my story is very seldom told. maybe it's because i can't explain why i am the way i am. maybe it's because it's not worth telling. but every persons story is a good one. right? ever since i was little, i always had a need for people to keep me happy and upbeat. and i had that. but, when i got into fifth grade it all changed. no one wanted to sit by me or talk to me. no one wanted to hang out with me. so, i became desperate. at the end of sixth grade, i made some friends and got an app called kik to keep in touch. and i joined "the swine squad." that was the worst thing ever. everyone loved each other there and had some they claimed. but me? i was just there. i thought i had friends, but so much drama came out of it. then, i saw a post for rp and joined. there, i met maria, adam, and hannah. they are all people still really close to my heart. soon, i had a private conversation with adam going on. but, he was short tempered and i was sensitive. so, we easily disputed. i made all of them mad at me, so i just started isolating myself. my feelings, my emotions, even my true self. i wasn't the happy little girl anymore who couldn't wait for what life had to offer next. i was a hollowed out shell of a girl. then, i messed up. i made adam so mad to the point he no longer wanted to talk to me. i made this boy i loved so much so hurt. and i couldn't accept the fact he was gone. i didn't want to live. i started contemplating ways i could die. and i was still that lonely depressed girl. and i just couldn't bare myself. i told my mom, and she took me to the doctor where i was diagnosed with anxiety and depression disorder. so, i knew i was a burden to everyone. i shut myself out. then, one day it all took a 360 turn. and for the better. adam had sent me a dm. and he wanted to talk to me. and i couldn't have been any happier. hannah and maria are still close to my heart, too. we still talk. maybe there's a moral to my story. maybe things do get better with a little patients. i have some amazing friends now, and im just so thankful i held on. and you can do it, too. no matter what, i believe in you. pm if you ever need anyone. i will be the person to listen to you. stay strong, my loves. ❤️