It's Impossibly Love

Chapter Seventeen

Alice's POV:

Our lips cling to each others and our tongues collide.

My arms are wrapped around his neck as I straddle him.

"You know your uncle would kill us if he saw thi-."

I shut him up by kissing him.

"So would yours...." I whisper back grinning before I kiss him again.

"I really don't care.." I add. He runs his hands down my side to the hem of my shirt.

We're on a bench at a, pretty much abandoned, park. It's quite comfortable, but I guess that'd make sense I'm sitting on Jay's lap.

I don't know where this sudden burst of hormones and courage came from, but I'm loving it. It uh...feels good.

He runs his hands up my stomach until he cups my breasts and he kisses up my jawline.

My breathing is heavy and I can't, but let out small moans. He begins to give me a love bite and I pull away.

"I told you not to do that!"

"But baby-"

"But Jay. If my uncle sees I have a love bite he'll be pissed....and then I won't be able to sneak out to see you."

He lets out an overdramatic sigh and begins to kiss up my neck again.

"Fine..."

At that point he stopped messaging my breasts and hands to just above my waistline and I feel him mess with my shorts a bit.

"I can't wait 'til we can be alone..." H e whispers as he pulls away staring at me. His expression is...lustful..and it's making my heart beat out of control.

"And when will that be?" I respond. I really am curious as to how we're gonna work out. I can't just leave my home like Jay did. He had more reason. Pearl and Harry have done everything they could for me.

Harry is just being a butt......

Man my insults are top notch.

"When I get my apartment." I think about this and I feel butterflies. I don't bother asking what exactly he'll do cause it'll just make me want it too much.

Wow..Jay has really changed me.

In a good way I think...

I'm not sure, but I do know I like it.

I clear my throat. "So...are we ever going to admit that we're together.....?"

"I'm not sure. I guess you could try at some point, but let's just keep this between you and me right now." He says snaking his hands back around my waist.

"And when are you coming back to school?"

"Honestly, I have no fucking clue." He sighs.

I wonder if I could get my uncle to let him back in. I doubt it...maybe. No.....

What if Jay gets held back?

"Will you have to drop out your junior year?"

"Probably." Is all he answers.

I feel really bad, but I know he's strong.

He's so sure about it too.

Jay isn't going to be able to finish school...

I'm going to have spend my last years of high school without him.

There's a lot of bad things about this, but I do know one thing.

"Jay have you ever been to prom?"

"No."

He's going to his first prom with me.