Trouble (Miniminter FF/AU)

° Chapter 19 °

(Skip the rest of the holidays)

Going back to school tomorrow.
This two weeks passed really slow for me.

Mainly because I couldn't stop thinking about Simon,

and I hope he doesn't think about me.

Two years.

Who would've thought that a popular guy like him would like a worthless stoner like I am...

Or how I was.

I changed. A lot.

And I still haven't figured it out if it's good or bad.

These past few weeks were the same.

I still stayed in my room, and thought about everything for hours and hours.

I didn't cry.

I just felt empty.

Everytime I closed my eyes I had a nightmare.

And when my eyes were open, I stared at the chair in my room he used to sit in when we were doing our presentation.

I lived in a fear Taylor would came into my room and would tell me that she sad Simon and Carrie together or a things like that.
...

Today I woke up and finally decided to face one of my fears. I decided to check my phone after weeks of being turned off.

I turned it on and waited for a second.

I looked at the screen.

2 missed calls from Peter.

1 message from Simon.

My heart jump when I saw both of those notifications.

I quickly check what Simon texted me.

S: We still need to talk.

I checked the details and saw he sent this text on the 23rd of December. Just a day before that dinner with Carrie.

I sighed and put my phone away.

I hope he won't do something stupid tomorrow.

As much as I want to ignore him I want to see him tomorrow.

I try to act like it's not a big deal, but he's not buying that.

I still couldn't get over the way he calmed me down by kissing me, and now we danced, and the way he pushed me against the wall and almost kissed me again.

I'm craving for that kiss and I don't care if it's forbidden.

A/N:

Sorry for not being active much.

I have a fucked up writers block for all of my books and it feels terrible

Ughhh

Bye