Not An Option

not the one

RICA POV
I was using the bathroom because that restaraunt me Kay, my mama, and my brother went to had me shitting. I bout dropped my phone at what I saw on Facebook... I seen dycarai and khalaya as her cover and it was crazy because we just talked about not even two whole days ago. Now he wanna call and apologize no nigga no I'm so through with that shit if you wanna play the ex games I will too.

    Dycarai Green: I do not fw that girl and I told her take it down because I honestly don't go out with her and neither do me and you go out. This is getting old if we tripping off this then let's not be together.

   Me: 💯 you ain did shit but lie to me anyway for five months now dycarai and its old now I'm tired of it and imma ib the bitch and let her know its her turn 😌✌

   Dycarai Green: oh word? I never lied about anything I kept it as real I could've you always said you didn't trust me, you still thought and always will think I'm tryna fw the girl let's be real if I was I wouldn't be with you all the time Rica I want you I want us I want what we have always had 💯 but do you man I been acting like I ain know bout you and josh this whole time but I did tell that nigga imma shoot him💯✌

  Me: we never really had anything going but now we bout to and you ain bout shit so save that shit because I'll shoot you before you shoot any damn body 👌

   Dycarai Green: rica quit playing now fr you taking it to fucking far and I'm bouta be really pissed and do some shit I stg

    Me: dycarai do you my nigga ion give a fuck you ain think bout this shit when you made her feel like she could do the shit and quit inboxing me nigga ✌

I blocked him on messenger and put my headphones in and wiped my ass. I sat at the sink watching tears roll from my eyes this shit hurt more than my damn arm man I'm tired of going through this with him. Khalaya can have the shit with him. I washed my face and hands and layed down.

    Pebbs😜😍👭💛💚 man fuck them both bruh she been acting up since you only got one arm.

   Me: stg she have and I still feel like she had something to do with it no matter what she said to dycarai.

  Pebbs😜😍👭💛💚 hold up ...you know who did it?

  Me: no not exactly I just now it was a girl that did it and I couldn't see her face I thought maybe carai would've but he only seen body so maybe together we could find this bitch

I called dycarai because I needed him right now

  " wassup" he said hoarse.

   " I don't fuck with you but can you come to my house tomorrow?" I asked hearing him say here we go

   " duh the fuck I'll be there baby " he said making kissing noises I rolled my eyes and hung up.

   Pebbs😜😍👭💛💚 💯 tomorrow at 4 when ma leave.

I cut my phone off and layed down for only five minutes when my mama came in my room telling me Nikisa was missing.

   " her mom just called and said they haven't seen her since Saturday and today is Tuesday so where is she?" She yelled at me

   " ma I don't know I been in this house I was with dycarai Saturday, hospital half of Sunday, home all day yesterday and home all day except the restaraunt. I haven't even talked to her since fourth of July honestly."

She took a deep breath and walked out my room. I looked at the ceiling and asked god why me. I ain had a break from drama since before dycarai and if it takes me to leave him alone for it to stop I will.